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29 February 2008
{6:42 PM} my pathetic disastrous recount of the moelc visit ): happily, after school i arranged to meet melodi at 3.45 to 4 at the moelc. at 3.45 sharp, i was at the bus stop. waitity wait wait. 3.55 sees someone familar, hides face. watches cars go by, hope i see Melodi's dad's car, no sign. My leg is burning in the sun. 4.03 Yingjia: Hello? Me: YINGJIA! where are you ah? Yingjia: At home. Me: Gapes with mouth open. HUHHH?!!?! Yingjia: Yeah, melodi says she's doing her homework so she'll be late. Me: GAPES even wider. WHAAAAAAT? Yingjia: Yeah, i'll be late too. bye! Me: ... bye. 4.11 < < stares blankly into space. looks at leg. it's turning chao da. leg feels very hot. squints in sun. sees guys from J1I. tries desperately to look the other way. guy stares at me. act as if nothing has happened. 410 passes. 53 passes. 4.15 < Hilary: Hello? Me: HILARY! where are you? Hilary: ohhh. i'm on the mrt. Me: *complains about current situation* Hilary: SORRY DEAR, i'll try to come soon. < Me: okay. is getting pissed off. thinks of going home. remembers that hilary has a letter for her. decides to persevere on. starts sweating. continues clutching onto bag, and looks around. 410 comes again. feels sleepy. the leg is really getting very hot. watches the cars go by. 4.23 decides to concede to fate and walk in. thinks i see someone i know, heaves a sigh, mistaken identity. stands at one end of the canteen. looks around. SPOTS A PINAFORE WITH A WHITE BELT .... MELODI?!?!? dashes desperately up to her. Me: MELODI!! (literally screams) i'm gonna kill you, you know how long you made me wait? Melodi :(nonchalantly) huh, oh okay. (checks messages) (laughs) You see, the really big problem with esther huang is that, she cannot be (or act) angry for nuts. not whenever she needs to anyway. so naive esther huang just acts as if nothing has happened and obediently follows melodi along. Melodi: I NEED TO DO JAP HOMEWORK! Me: orh, okay go do lor. Conclusion: Hilary arrives just as i leave D: and i spend 40 minutes waiting to go there for 5 minutes. Second conclusion: i'm never going there on a frequent basis again. really. like really really. like once in a blue moon. and i shall talk to hilary more. and we'll go out! MOVIE GO-OUT((((((: during the hols! OH BTW, I'M GOING TO NEW ZEALAND! OH HOW I LOVE THE SHEEEEEEP(: I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT HEAVENLY PLACE. AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT I'M GOING. 23 may! OMG I CAN'T WAIT. :DDDD happy happy happy happy. thought of the day: Happiness shouldn't always be affected by exterior factors. If things don't go the way as planned, so be it. Jesus loves me, this I know. I really want to thank God for my results. And for helping me find that library book. and for helping me be able to go to NZ. and for making whatever's being happening the whole week happen. so that i'll accomplish His plan for my life. If he doesn't want things to go the way I really want it, i concede. Now i'm really confused. if there was one thing i ever desired in this entire world, it would be a time machine. Go back in time, correct my mistakes, relive that joy that now fills me with melancholia. Laugh through the past, Live the past, Snatch back my past. oh how i adored the simple innocent naive days of secondary 1. __________________________________________ 27 February 2008
{8:40 PM} 240th post! yar har! today was fencing again. fencing, is utterly invasive. the poor female teacher got poked so many times. and it was gross. very, gross. ahhhhhhh whatever lah, if you wanna be that way then be lor. i don't care. waste my time; so idiot. met hilary at the train station yesterday! (: <33, oh no, it somehow seems like we're drifting apart. like we got nothing to say to each other like that. HUHHHHHHHH WHYYYYYYY, i'm sad. why. )): __________________________________________ 26 February 2008
{7:15 PM} tag replies! `hilary: oh yes you did! (: and it was very very interesting :D haha. `steph: YES YOU ARE. plus, you bumped into a WALL. a wall steph. `clara: haha mother of seven children; they all died. :D whoohoo! D: `dylan: haha, nevermind. was written in chinese for a purpose. i think i'm indecisive beyond belief. and when i do make a decison, it's always a bad one. AAAAAAAHH i'm making a mess out of my life, and my _ _ _ _ life. really. really. now i don't even know what to do, this really is disastrous. i really don't wish to rub salt in other's wounds. so like, steph, i shall not blog about my results. __________________________________________ 25 February 2008
{6:57 PM} boston is nice. makes me emo. so i guess i'm emo now. 我今天发了脾气; 你知道为什么吗? 就是因为了她. and i don't know why i keep getting angry these days. i shouted walao at elvina and snatched back my zuowen this morning 对不起(: and now, this. anyway, continuing. 她以为她很了不起吗? 我要去陪她去厕所安慰那位女生. 她就叫美丽去叫我回来. 我不知道我为什么要听她的话, 可是美丽是我的好朋友, 我就听她啦. 你以为你是谁? 我的老板啊? 成绩那么好; 还一直不停地唠叨说对自己不满意. 你知道你只是让我对自己感到更失望. i suppose i'm just too perfectionist already. 反正, 我不想再说啦, 我就原谅她不是好了吗. f.y.i, that wasn't the lyrics of a chinese song if you didn't know. it was written in chinese for a purpose. that, you can guess yourself. p.s whatever. __________________________________________ 24 February 2008
{9:05 PM} haha, steph was so blur today. blur until cannot blur okay. anyway, went to ruth's house today to do proj after church! (: super fun. haaaaaaaaaaah. okay, now to the incidents INCIDENT NUMBER ONE steph and i were on the bus and we were about to reach bishan mrt, when she started frantically digging in her bag. The conversation went something like this: Steph: *diggity dig dig* Me: "What you searching for? Your wallet?" Steph: "Yeah! I can't find it!" *panic* Me: *suddenly spots her white and turquoise wallet in her hand* Me: "Isn't it in your hand?" Steph: *surprised* "OH YEAH!" 5 minutes later. Steph: "i feel so stupid esther." Me: "yes i understand." INCIDENT NUMBER TWO: Esther coincidentally forgets to charge her phone and her phone is completely dead. She asks stephanie to borrow her phone to sms her dad. Stephanie sends out the sms for her. 20 minutes later; Steph:"My mum smsed me to meet him at cheng san cc" Me: "Eh! that's like, next to my house!" Steph: "Oh really? so i follow you home ah!" Me: "Yeah okay." Steph and I happily take the train to Ang mo kio, pass through the sheltered walkway and walk up the flight of steps leading to my house. Steph: "I shall call my parents now. Where are they ah?" Steph: *dials back mum from the received sms* *My dad's phone starts ringing* Dad: "Hello?" Steph: "Hello?" *Both stare at each other quizzically* Steph: "HUH? OMG! `STER!" Esther: "Huh? what happened?" Steph: "I dialed your DAD! That person asking me to meet at cheng san cc was your DAD telling you to meet him!" Esther: *bursts out laughing* OH MY GOODNESS STEPH! Steph: "IT'S NOT FUNNY OKAY! IT'S REALLY NOT FUNNY!" Steph: *Goes on protesting and harping on how blur she is." 5 minutes later. Steph: "Oh my goodness i don't know what's wrong with me today! Ohmygod!" Esther, mum and dad: Silence. hahaha, in the end my dad offered to fetch her home. Steph was undoubtedly, very grateful. __________________________________________ {9:05 PM} haha, steph was so blur today. blur until cannot blur okay. anyway, went to ruth's house today to do proj after church! (: super fun. haaaaaaaaaaah. okay, now to the incidents INCIDENT NUMBER ONE steph and i were on the bus and we were about to reach bishan mrt, when she started frantically digging in her bag. The conversation went something like this: Steph: *diggity dig dig* Me: "What you searching for? Your wallet?" Steph: "Yeah! I can't find it!" *panic* Me: *suddenly spots her white and turquoise wallet in her hand* Me: "Isn't it in your hand?" Steph: *surprised* "OH YEAH!" 5 minutes later. Steph: "i feel so stupid esther." Me: "yes i understand." INCIDENT NUMBER TWO: Esther coincidentally forgets to charge her phone and her phone is completely dead. She asks stephanie to borrow her phone to sms her dad. Stephanie sends out the sms for her. 20 minutes later; Steph:"My mum smsed me to meet him at cheng san cc" Me: "Eh! that's like, next to my house!" Steph: "Oh really? so i follow you home ah!" Me: "Yeah okay." Steph and I happily take the train to Ang mo kio, pass through the sheltered walkway and walk up the flight of steps leading to my house. Steph: "I shall call my parents now. Where are they ah?" Steph: *dials back mum from the received sms* *My dad's phone starts ringing* Dad: "Hello?" Steph: "Hello?" *Both stare at each other quizzically* Steph: "HUH? OMG! `STER!" Esther: "Huh? what happened?" Steph: "I dialed your DAD! That person asking me to meet at cheng san cc was your DAD telling you to meet him!" Esther: *bursts out laughing* OH MY GOODNESS STEPH! Steph: "IT'S NOT FUNNY OKAY! IT'S REALLY NOT FUNNY!" Steph: *Goes on protesting and harping on how blur she is." 5 minutes later. Steph: "Oh my goodness i don't know what's wrong with me today! Ohmygod!" Esther, mum and dad: Silence. hahaha, in the end my dad offered to fetch her home. Steph was undoubtedly, very grateful. __________________________________________ 23 February 2008
{3:15 PM} hahaha guess what i'm going to post people's unglams on my blog ) :D  yingjia: "我是一朵花!"  steph was kinda forced into this though. steph and elvina kept making me laugh yesterday online. and darren is undoubtedly proud that he's much taller than me. FINE LOR FINE LOR. there was these two sentence that he typed last time that made me laugh so badly: "cannot walk near you...." "or it will reveal my height.." HAHAHAHA yes hilary, it's true darren is hilarious. and he thinks fencing is running around with a stick! okay i shall stop being mean by poking fun at ol' darren. yesterday, was funny. AND I CUT MY HAIR! YAR. __________________________________________ 21 February 2008
{3:46 PM} some person (or people) left a voice mail at my number, it was one of those really long ones, and all i heard was this CHII CHII sound and guys talking and laughing. HM. melodi and priscilla claimed they heard a 'hello' but i couldn't, i suppose i'm partially deaf. p.s even my dad thinks Hilary's boyfriend is cute. "wah! not bad ah!" __________________________________________ 20 February 2008
{10:42 PM} I saw hilary's blog and i couldn't resist doing this. :D A Short Introduction To Hilary's (Hot) Boyfriend. Name: ****** Age: Sweet fifteen. Gender: 100% male Height: 1.75 metres CCA: Track and Field (Gold medalist for Sports Day) Brief Discription: Extremely sweet, cute, HOT, muscular and thoughtful. Smart, witty and romantic too. Good-looking, cheerful and very very, boyfriend-material. Visuals:  Oh yes, he's none other than Ramsey the sheep. Handsomely adorned with long legs and muscular, well-toned body, he's the perfect boyfriend for her! As you can see in this picture, he is about to present her with a freshly plucked daisy in showcase of his passionate desire for Hilary. And oh yes, He's 1.75 metres; when he stands up on two legs. Track and field? Certainly. Sheep hurdles over fences of course! Mind you he can really charge, fast. And most importantly, HE'S PINK! A most wonderful desirable apple of the eye, anyone getting envious? __________________________________________ {7:44 PM} two types of people in this world irritate me the most when i'm in a bad mood: NUMBER ONE People who kick my chair continuously, especially when i'm sleepy. i really cannot stand it, it makes you feel really on-the-ends. especially in chapel. NUMBER TWO People who block the way by strolling really slowly when i'm trying to walk faster, especially on narrow pathways. imagine this: you're dying to go home to sleep and then suddenly out of the blue these school girls appear in front of you and start walking at a snail's pace. Then they start gossiping and laughing bimboishly. You try to say, "excuse me" but they don't hear you cos of the sound of the road drowning your voice out. You realise that there's no way to brush past them without seeming rude, so you just have to resort to helplessly following behind. yes, so now you know why i sometimes feel like scraping the guts out of people. and give them vicious glares. it was another session of captain's ball today! and this time our group WON(: LOVE LOVE LOVE! and there was fencing. the blades are COOLIOS:D __________________________________________ 18 February 2008
{6:41 PM} 1 more paper left to go, babyyyyy! (: haha, i'm being retarded:D math was rather confidently done, praise the Lord. except for the fact that i used LIGHT blue ink when they said use DARK blue or black ink. =_= oh well, i prayed hard last night and if i do well i'll glorify Him! i REALLY hope i can go to new zealand, like really really really really hope i can go to NZ(: i'll be elated if i can, REALLY REALLY REALLY:D SO FUN, and i'll look forward to it the entire next term. And we'll do school immersion there, can you imagine; having lessons in a NZ school? SO COOL(: and visiting geothermal reserves, and planting trees along coastlines, and visiting a volcano:D and luges and cablecars and waterfalls and kiwi centres. today's p.e was FUN! laughed and laughed like mad; super shiok lah. although we didn't win in captain's ball, but it was wonderful still. mr lim was plugging his ears, cos we screamed and screamed when we scored; don't know why, today was the screaming day. and mr lim was REALLY scared of usHAHAHAHA. tdy was a WONDERFUL DAY(: i'm happppppy today; oh wait, i'm always happy everyday. i'm just a really fortunate person i suppose:D and i have been fortunately granted a lot of great people and things and situations, and it's all because God provides me with these things. and even though i go through tough times sometimes, God always makes the way things are better:D and He forgives me everytime i do something wrong, like lie or be disrespectful to my parents or speak bad about others, yeah i know i'm mean. but God forgives me, and that's why i love Him so, for His greatness and mercy and graciousness and LOVE! which is why i try my best not to use vulgarities or talk ill about others, OR lie. because i want to please God in the way i carry myself and the way i shine His light to others. i have memorized my scripture for last sunday! "I am the vine you are the branches. Whoever remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit, apart from Me you can do nothing." John 15:5 YAYYY(: i think the reason why i blog in such mass amounts is because of the need to express myself in this manner. I love my blog. i shall stop being preachy. i love YOU YOU YOU YOU AND YOU(: that's to the five people i love. THE GREATEST FACT OF THE MONTH: "esther concentrates better with music with a loud beat playing in an exam." it's seri0usly true. __________________________________________ 16 February 2008
{10:46 AM} guess what? it's my break in my study day. let's start from lunch. 1-2 lunch 2-230 piano 230-330 math 330-345break 345-445physics 445-500break 500-545math 545-600break 600-630physics 630-730dinner 800-900physics 900-930math somehow, i don't find it strenous. OH NO ESTHER HUANG IS TURNING INTO A NERD! AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE. sigh. Geography paper- i didn't really have much time to elaborate further, or maybe it's just that my expectations are too high. anyway, i did okay - i think. Literature I'm horrible in lit, absolutely disastrous. i just fished some points from the passage and so called"elaborated" on it, which is bad. i'll be lucky if i can get a A2. D: History overall okay lah, i hope i managed to get the 8 points for the last question. HOPEFULLY, i can get an A1. :D There are two types of people in this world. -ONE: These people are optimistic, stand up after a fall, and never look on the bad side of life. These people reflect on their mistakes, change themselves and strive to do better after every failure. Well, maybe they might feel sad after a failure and be depressed, but this never goes on for more than a day. You would never hear them say, "oh i'm such a failure, i should just hide in the depths of my hole." but rather, "yes! don't worry, i'll strive to do better and you'll see what i'm capable of." These, are type one people. They tend to be more likeable and well, likeable. -TWO: These are the people who seem to blame everyone, including themselves for every failure they have come across. They are pessimistic, putting on a black face every opportunity they get to. After a fall, they always are depressed, and REMAIN depressed. They never make an effort to look forward and improve themselves, but wallow in their miseries and refuse to get out of that pit. They think that the world owes them a living and treat a lecture as if it were mockery and insult. These people tend to look at the glass half empty rather than full. Therefore, they are much more likely to be unfavourable in the eyes of others. They have no one to blame but themselves. If they made an effort to improve, they would certainly fare better. which type are you? back to physics. __________________________________________ 15 February 2008
{7:18 PM} qfveeday has passed. it didn't really seem like one to me though. the tests are really wrongly dated lah, one geography and lit paper PIAK right in the middle of such a nice day. i walked home, and all the girls were with the guys, holding flowers, which was rather amusing. tag replies! hilary: yeah, you're right. oh well, i put up the drawing to remind us of the times during last year's moelc days, not about the characters that were drawn. hah don't talk about that person anymore lah. :D elvina: haha YES! MAO GAO. hahahaha. Honestly, a pea-sized mind like mine finds difficulty comprehending such matters, especially with the presence of such complexities in relations between people. I feel like i'm being dragged both sides. Seriously, i never understand the way the opposite gender thinks. So i shall put all this behind me until the cts are over and i can slowly unravel each problem out. Bye. I CAN GO TO NEW ZEALAND!!!! :DDD 3 papers out, 2 left to go! __________________________________________ 10 February 2008
{7:38 PM}  guess what? esther is publishing hilary's wonderful works on her blog! YAYYYY. after 7 months of continuous storage, esther discovered hilary's paper somewhere in her room. I'M SORRY HILARY, it's a little crumpled and faded, but nonetheless in preserved condition. i'm reminded of those comic days! HAHAHAHAHAHA. the stephanie and eugene comic got a bit too far though, it kena passed around to all the mao gao ( cat high) guys, which was my mistake, sorry. the pink barbie doll ones were hilarious. so were all the "trying to show it to him" incidents. poor hilary's face got hit by a crumpled up comic. or was it a poem? and GUESS WHO THREW IT? eeyeeerr, bully girl one; tsk. some others were regretfully torn up, others were sorrowfully lost, i wonder if hilary still has any? i watched flags of our fathers! it was nice mannn. and so is letters from Iwo Jima, unfortunately i fell half-asleep during the moelc screening. which is sad. valentine's day is coming. and i have yet to buy the hershey's kisses. mao gao HAHAHAHAHA Labels: i STILL miss moelc __________________________________________ 08 February 2008
{10:35 PM} i had fun tonight! and saw a joseph-wong-lookalike. HAHAHAHAHA, LOLLLLL. steph was very interested. "esther! go with me eh!" HAHAHAHAHA no more rubbishing for this week then, study time. __________________________________________ 07 February 2008
{8:55 PM} ahhhhhhhhhh! without a doubt, cny is here. and it's routine visiting for us all. TOMORROW! ican'twait. haha, i shall put in my utmost effort not to get overly excited, although i probably can't help it. i needa go CNY wishing on people's blogs. bye. MY YOUTUBE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA __________________________________________ 06 February 2008
{6:59 PM} HAHAHAHAHA STEPH YOUR FC DARE IS ON MY YOUTUBE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA you can get there from my links HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA btw, if you watch it reversely, steph looks like she's stripping. my brother: "OH YEAH!" :O he was joking lah. __________________________________________ {12:03 PM} yarrr! i'm going to make cookies, but i forgot that the butter didn't melt yet, so here i am. I love Les Miserables! :D i love the songs. Somehow, the actors manage to sing wonderfully and bring out that emotion in the song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ptdGPt9wt4&feature=related just watch this video. SUPER NICE! yay! __________________________________________ 03 February 2008
{8:08 PM} you may not like me; you and you and you and you. but who cares, lots of others, do. like her and her and her and her . oh how mean i feel tonight. __________________________________________ 01 February 2008
{8:43 PM} i'm officially free from CLASS tests, i repeat, CLASS tests. i'm not even including the common tests. next next week. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH, school really is horrible. great, now all my retarded pictures are on steph's everywhere. GAH! romantic love poems are just -. how do i say what i wanna say, that you're up here every single day. would you know how i feel, if my lips were sealed. so i'm over here waiting for your call; to tell you i miss you the greatest of all. This is a great example of a - romantic love poem. i think i'm too free. __________________________________________ |