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27 March 2009
{9:40 PM}

I think i'm going to switch to lj soon, buhbye blogger.


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24 March 2009
when the streetlights dim
{1:55 PM}

Wheeeeeeeee in school now.
Everyone's like kinda being anti-social and quiet.
Serena and Debs are OBSESSED with boys over flowers.
(which i might make up my mind to watch one day, but not now.)
Okay i kinda sense that bad moods are brewing.
Maybe cos of results or something, but yeah, everyone's not as happy as they should be.
):
Well i guess not everything can be happy all the time.
Sometimes i feel that people are angry/irritated with me.
Maybe i'm too oversensitive or something la,
but yeah, perhaps they are / I am.


On the other hand,
I have a feeling that there's like hacker in my MSN.
Like, i was online, when i wasn't online.
And i cancelled out all possibilities.
Stupid hacker.
Or whatever that is.


Music nowww, wheeeeeeee,
gtg gtg gtg music results D:D:D:D:D:


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22 March 2009
{10:16 PM}

Okay set hp sucks forever.
So much for apparent "fantastic after sales service"
): + <

Yesterday was ultimate fun!
Stayed over at church.
Had youth service,
played hide and seek in the dark
and then played truth or dare,
super fun, kinda a bit awkward though.
Anyway,
10 people into a car
+ hiding on the church roof in full view of passer-bys
+ 1am at macs
+ sleeping at 3am
+ Air-conditioning at 15 degrees and rain
+ nodding heads off in service

= ultimate ultimate fabulous mania x 1000000000000000

Then i came home and hibernated for like 4 hours,
then ate dinner,
starting grousing abt th stupid hp thing
(i shall not give it the honour of being called a laptop)
and now i'm gonna pack my bag and get ready for sch tomorrow.

Oooooh schools finally starting,
I miss school,
I love school,
I'm going back t school,
Yaaaaaaay.

Okay at least that cheers me up.
lovedovecove.


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19 March 2009
you inspired this.
{11:43 PM}


It's all so dark now,
It's all turning silent.
I gaze out of the window,
At the distant amber city lights.
Might you be one of them,
I muse.

I trail my finger along the cool glass,
Just maybe, 
Trying to pinpoint which one you are.
Perhaps you're that glowing ember,
That one, beside the bus stop.

I laugh at myself,
How childish.
Full of my overreactive imaginations.
It's all like that, haha.

I close my eyes,
Trying to reenact every scene.
They feel melancholically sweet,
What a contradiction, I tell myself.

I curl up into bed,
A smile tugs at the corners of my lips.
I imagine you, here, now.
Just thoughts alone are enough, I console myself.
Just perhaps.







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{1:48 PM}

Jiahui and me were messing with emoticons. :D


Cassettes, Jingle and Hippies says:
 put the initials of our program
 inside a bracket
'ster says:
 HAH! ( ip )
Cassettes, Jingle and Hippies says:
 RELAXING!!!!



'ster says:
 your school's initials = ( sn )
Cassettes, Jingle and Hippies says:
 hahaha hmmmmmmmmmm.
'ster says:
MY SCHOOL'S INITIALS =   (pl)
 HAHAH IT'S A PLATE
Cassettes, Jingle and Hippies says:
 GAGAGA
 oh shit
 HAHAHA
 you gluttons
 we are slow people 
 we =  people



HAHAHA,
So  PL-lites are gluttons,
and Sn people are slow.
And the ip programme is relaxing. (surprise surprise)



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17 March 2009
heels over head
{4:23 PM}

Holidays:

I find myself wistfully pining for school days again.
Maybe it's the friends, maybe it's the fun.
But there's just smth about nj.
Something about the chatter in the canteen,
the green walls of the classroom,
that brings me unexplained joy.
It could be like cottonballs tumbling out of a packet,
landing on the floor with noiseless thumps.
Or the cool wind in the twilight of a sunday morning.

I'm supposed to be doing math,
and my parents'll kill me once they see me homework-accomplished-less,
but yeah who cares, this's the holidays.
I've been slacking for one whole day, whoooh.

Yesterday:
Woke up at 8am to go sch,
to do th Ip preview photoshoot.
with 4 other jh4s, so i was the only jh3 girl.
+ i didn't really know them.
so D8>
Then for one shot,
i had t start jumping cos they put me at the back of some railing shot.
and (yes, admittance), i was too short to stretch and make my face seen.
{ego deflated} 
then they put me right in front for another shot;
): make up your minds manz.
i really hope they don't put my (constipated) face on a lamp post,,,,
or a tissue paper packet.
or as jiahui says, the back of a toilet door,
p-p..please- n-n-nooo.

Anw, enough bout th bad experiences.
After that, met JH, tessa and debs to go rent dvds.
came to my house to watch.
wheeeeeeeeeeee
lunch was good.... and fattening(bad).
yup and then slacked the night away.
which continued till now cos i'm still like slacking.
Ohhhh, what to do.
imma eat-get-fat-slack-like-mad kid.
)8








always running#/






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13 March 2009
now's the time to get radical.
{9:34 PM}

WE'RE KICKING ASS WEEK IN TH ASS.



Cos hee-haw, it's over!/
And it's goodbye to my seemingly un-ending days of bore, tire, and stupidity.
(Mugging makes me feel dumb.) >:(

So we went ice skating after school,
It's hard to believe that I haven't gone in 2 years.
So while they played corny oldies,
we were skating and complaining about the songs.

Schedule for tomorrow:
DENTAL,
IT FAIR,
YSTC CONCERT.

Omg yes finally my own laptop omg yes <3>

okay imma go facebook now! wheeeeeeeeee

p.s i lived for my IS exam, double wheeeeeeeeeee






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09 March 2009
{5:44 PM}

Sigh,
running on empty tank now.
4 days more!
Everything seems kinda surreal nowadays.
It's like I can imagine myself somewhere else,
and yes, it seems downright convincing to me,
And everyone and each situation seems so dream-like t me,
sometimes i don't know whether to believe that I'm completely awake or not.

Okay i'm feeling guilty cos I'm not keeping to my mugger timetable
(not that i ever do anyway)
I hate the cold raw paranoia that you get when you do a math paper
and then realise you don't know what the question's talking about,
and time is running out.
It's the same feeling as closing my eyes under a stream of cold water.
It's a terrible, lonely feeling,
where your thoughts drift to that of being left alone on the street,
on a Sunday night, raining cats and dogs,
and you're cold, hungry, but there's no home to go to.
I hate it when you do a exam with the constant nagging premonition that you're bound to fail.
or the desperation you get when you realise you're running short of time.

Aaaah, feelings feelings, crazy much.
Emotions, the colour of every thread on a fabric.

I think I overreact sometimes.
Or talk too much.


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07 March 2009
ARTS = ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
{6:24 PM}

ooooh, mug mug mug.

I'm going crazy.
Math freaks me out.
I have officially come to the conclusion: 
I detest math.
Even if it comes in a halo with white fluffy wings to me, (heck)
I hate math.

It's the only one capable of making me lose my cool.
and giving me an irresistible urge to literally shred the paper.
(ka-shiiiing)


Omgosh I can't wait for friday.
I will SLACK the entire holiday away, i promise.
Be it academically-conducive or not.
(K now's the time for radical behaviour)

Guess I finally found what i really want now.


Oh whatever.



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04 March 2009
{7:47 PM}

From front : Lilin, serena, debs, jiahui, tessa, me (:

Haha jumpshots were always unglam. 
Jiahui looks like she's running away from smth.


Us and a TRIIIII


smilezsmilez

Nj road-run!
Omg i will finally feel fit after being in nj.
They make us run, alot.
D:
Though I hate running.

SO,
we ran up hills, down hills, around bends, straight, left, right.
Yes, and we finished 3.2km.
I found it quite not-tiring though.
I think it was my shoes.
So bouncy :DDD
Anyway, It was fun,
and Aqua came in second, which is totally wootzwootz.


Interim's in 5 days,
And I really am not scared,
cos i don't have much to lose.
pl = A1 or A2 situation.
nj = pass or fail situation.


Haiyoh.
Anyway,
It's only a week, and I'll be done.
A weeeeek.



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