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30 January 2009
mask
{8:18 PM}

Today was altogether crazy.
Lessons till 5,
Plus 1.6km for PE, without pausing.
Double Hcl, Double chem, double philo, double IH, double Math, triple bio.
It's crazy, this and everything else that's occuring.
I wish i'd never met you.




Trying to suppress your supposedly non-existent feelings.
With some stupid mask of falsification.
Life's a masquerade.


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29 January 2009
no smell smelt
{10:14 PM}

Hahaha ,ya la my pistol shooting sucks k
BUT I GOT ONE IN THE BLACK CIRCLE :DDDD

Me, Serena, Debs!

Haha, deb sorry for the unglam :D

Today was rather funny.
I think Jiahui is damn nice to joke with.
For IS1102 we were split into groups.
Then she was in my group, yay.
We were doing some diffusion experiment.
So the teacher took Divya's adidas perfume and sprayed it.
Then asked us to write down the explanation and observations.

Me: "What to write in the first box ah."
JH: "Y mean the observations ?"
Me: "Yeah."
JH: " there's no smell at first what."
Me: "How to phrase properly?"
JH: "uhhhh.... no smell smelt."
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH 

Okay fine maybe you'all might not find it funny but you have t be there to see it.
I spasm alot in school.
Sriram still makes me laugh, alot.
Aiyah i think my friends fun ah!

Sci teacher: "Can some hunk help me pull down the screen pls"
Shi Jie: Immediately gets out of seat to help
"Eh he's tryin t prove he's a hunk issit"

Omg, hahah I think I'm gonna take my blog off the class blog.

Anyway,
YSTD!
WAS DE-BRA'S BDAY :DDDD
HAHA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Went out after school to Ps,
with debs, geraldine, jeren, jiaying, daniel, eugenia, esther, sriram.
took bus to lil' india, didn't see anyone i knew from church.
Then we all crammed into Carl's Jr,
Hahaha, the burgers super shiok!
:D
sat with D, G and J.
stupid jeren was laughing at the way i ate my burger, omgxz,
then later he started lamenting about his love story.
omgxz.
Hahah, 

The rest left earlier, all except DGJ and me.
Then walked around PS for awhile,
went to Build-a-bear!:x
Aaaah, so cute!
We went home soon after la.
But it was fun.

Today went for shooting!
Hahah tried pistol today,
V fun :DDD
But hard to aim.


Y'know I think Dennis is scared of me.
I think he very cute leh!
But I guess he's intimidated.
He gives the scared face whenever I say hi to him now ):
Okay I shall try to let go of my love for him.
(he's a sec1 laah.)
Haha then maybe he won't be scared of me anymore.
HE'S IN MEP TOOOO :D
Today Mep was fun!
I think ms huang is super nice,
Yeah i know all huangs are the nicest.


I know I shouldn't be caring,                But i guess I do.






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26 January 2009
{11:42 PM}

Happy Cny!
Yay I love family photosz.

Today, was a very boring cny day ):
Just went to my grandparents' house and hosted guests.
Which was quite sad.
I don't know what to blog about!
Cos there's rather nothing to blog about.
Shocking fact: I can't wait to get back to school.
Haha. I love our class blog :D
G'nites!




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23 January 2009
{10:11 PM}

This is my boyfriend.
His name is Monarch.
Monarch is a handsome, buff, hot harp.
And he has vowed to stay with me and be mine forever.
Someday.



Hahah I think this one is so pretty.
It has japanese cherry blossoms on it.
Can't be helped I guess, It's a japanese harp.




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{6:54 PM}



Yay JH305 :D
Hahah, cny celebrations in school today!
Laughed like crazy with Serena over Sriram's 'roti-prata'
Omg, if I think about it now I will burst into laughing spasms again.
We had some paper-cutting competiton,
I guess we just crapped it up.
Then in the end Wei Kai and I had to present to the judges,
And I guess we crapped up the explanation for our design.
It was fun!
I'm enjoying Nj alot, mostly cos of my friends and experiences.
yay :D
Shits I think I'm getting closer and closer to you. It may be a bad thing I guess. Or a good thing if I look at it in a selfish way. But how am I supposed to express the way I feel.
It's too crazy. It's only been 2 weeks, i guess. We'll just see how.




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20 January 2009
{4:43 PM}

Yesterday was so tiring.
I ended school at 5 only, first day of lessons some more.
And we ran 1.2km for PE, whereas the other classes took height and weight.
I didn't grow at all, and deborah shrunk D:
After that I rushed to church to get ready and all,
then went to fort canning, pam was already there.
Guess what, right before the performance my blister burst):
So it was super painful. 
I was kinda trying to use another finger.

Ohohohoh!
Embarassing moments 101,
(Hey I'm sharing this k)
I came out of the toilet after changing,
Then I was thinking, "eh why my costume so loose ah."
Then I looked around, and realised that it was unzipped.
Like one hole at the right part.
I started laughing like crazy and this ang-moh came out of the toilet.
Then she stared at me and was laughing too.
And the worst part,
The zip kinda got stuck,
and I couldn't stop laughing,
And the ang-moh saw my unzipped thing.
THEN SHE STARTED LAUGHING AT ME
and then we realised that she was there for the function we were performing for D:
Disastrous.
Hahah I'm going to post pictures of last night, harp performance with pam (:
Some of them are super unglam, haha seeeee.


We tried making a 'H' for harps :D

We Love Harps (:

Our failed attempt at a heart, Haha


This is ultra unglam I command you not to comment k



Hahaha the performance was okay.
I hit the sack straight when I went home.
School is getting more fun,
I guess.


Ohoh, I like my school anthem.
It makes me happy when the band plays it in the morning.
Even though it's in malay.
But whatever, It sounds nice.


I realised I don't write those contemplative posts much anymore,
like those ones that I talk about issues and go round in circles,
and try t improve my argumentative essay skills,
I just mainly talk about what I've been doing.
Maybe I'll write another one someday.
Maybe I'll just keep all that to my diary/private blog.





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16 January 2009
{9:53 PM}

I miss nj orientation 2009!
omg, I wish we could all stay in the same class as our OG,
): With everyone that we already know.
Hahaha at least I have deborah (:
Today was fun, campfire and all !
Ahhhh, gonna go sleep now.


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15 January 2009
{9:01 PM}

Okay I guess today was better cos there weren't any games.
Mhm I won't talk much about the targetting and all cos it's irritating but wtvr.

Today!
I think the girls bonded much more.
Over the 'hole' omg haha,
we were having spasms of laughter,
and the tree, frog, wuzun, and chair.
I think frog's so nice to make fun of. Hehe.
I shall do it more often.

Today we had the dance! Had to dance with qh again.
And had internal hunt. Which was super crazy.
At first I think we were the last, then we ran till we came in first.
But it's cool yoz.

Okay a few people in nj resemble people that I know.
I shall list :D

Adelia - Althea  HAHA ALTHEA
Klare  - Cheryl (Sec 1 harp!)
Eugenia - Karin PL band
Qing wei (wa) - Shaun Ho, church

Omg the guys in our OG are super skinny.
Like if you ever thought I was stick thin,
You should look at them.
You'll get a fright!
Now, they, are really stick-thin.
 
Today some weird stuff happened.
Hahah I shall not talk about it.
It's funny dealing with having to be in a co-ed sch.
Considering I've been in reveling in my all-girls fantasy realm for 8 years :/
Hm.

Tomorrow's Showdown, and Dance party.
It'll last till 8 plus?
Omg, we're going to get drenched again.
Somebody helpppp me.
Bad experiences, bad experiences.








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14 January 2009
{8:02 PM}

third day of school!
Aaaaah, today was the ultimate disgusting.
The Bullying Continues ):
Walao.
So.
We had station games.
The first one was to remember the other group's names.
Utterly failed, Hahaha they all had such common faces we couldn't tell them from each other.
Second one was the stupid flour game.
All the ogls were telling me they were going to stuff my face in the flour.
I was like shitzxzxz!
It all started with stupid ziyi again. D:(
In this game we were supposed to use our mouths to pick out a sweet in a dish of flour,
Then use our hands to pick out paperclips in a bucket full of coffee-water.
Then use our legs to pick out a key chain in a bucket of dirty water too.
Omg.
When it was my turn I ATTEMPTED to pick the sweet out.
And my face just got stuffed (and I mean really shoved) into the flour dish la.
Never underestimate the power of JC2 muscular 1.8m guys.
Zomg, It was a horrible experience.
And as if that wasn't enough they sprinkled flour on my hair and pulled out my rubberband.
WHYYYYYYY!!
I WANNA CRY AND RUN BACK TO PL );

3rd game, it got even worse.
The guys collected water with a pail from someone pouring overhead.
Then we had to transfer the water with cups on our heads.
The cups, had holes (:
So it was a ultimate failure as well.!
Oh yes, and guess what esther got targeted again.
Yes, again.
I was chased-after, aimed-at and directly-hit by a guy with a pail full of water.
-.-
I REALLY WANNA CRY AND RUN BACK TO PL WHERE NO ONE DOES THIS TO MEEEEE.
I very nice to bully and tease uh, huh.
I know I'm very nice la hmhmhm <:<
I was really quite pissed here, kinda.
Like, keep targeting me, walao?

4th game!!
They had this plastic sheet, kinda like twister,
and they put detergent and egg white on it.
And they had water bombs with soapy water and eggs inside.
Omgomgomgomgomgomg.
Then we had to put our hands and feet wherever they told us to.
It wasn't so bad, until the waterbomb part.
(As if I wasn't soaking wet enough)
I had to be soaked with detergent and eggwhite.
ALTHEA YOU'RE REALLY VERY FORTUNATE YOU'RE NOT HERE
This ogl chased after me and debs cos we were trying to keep a distance.
So we screamed and ran for our lives.
Then I knocked my foot against some chair and it kinda bled abit.
But it wasn't so bad I guess.
:<
So everyone stunk with egg white.
After that we all went to go clean up and we spent, what, 1 hour in the bathroom!
HAHA, I washed my hair under the sink.
Cos it was full of coffee beans and flour and detergent and egg white and other unknown items.
Such a disaster.
D:
Hahaha I bet the ogls just joined the orientation group team to bully juniors cos they got bullied last year and're taking revenge >:
Next year'll be my turn!
Woot woot.
Tomorrow, will be better. :>


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13 January 2009
day two
{6:13 PM}

Day two of nj :D
Shucks I'm still missing pl like crazy ):
Sure nj is great and all but pl was different i guess.
It had this warmth, which can't really be found elsewhere.
Hard to describe.
Anyway, today!
Met deborah at the gate and walked together.
Assembly was, say, different.
After that we had this dance session,
learnt to dance to So What by Pink.
HAHA IT'S FUN LUH.
Had to skip around with the guys, zomgxz HHA
Had group bonding sessions.
my stupid ogl kept bullying me.
Cos I kept whacking wrong people in whacko!
Hahah I'm bad with names y' see.
Then he started calling me dumb.
"Eh eh the dumb girl the dumb girl"
Then the day before he was calling me rich, Idk why (?!)
So in the end it became,
"Eh the rich dumb girl."
Like, uhhhh i'm not rich,
AND EH I VERY SMART K JUST THAT YOU DK ONLY HUH WHAT I VERY DUMB HUH
So in the end the other ogl guys started calling me that too ):
Stupid ziyi kept volunteering me for stuff la,
Then i had to purposely walk into a wall 3 times while he happily video-ed me huhuhuh.
As part of my forfeit! ):
See i kena bullied in school! D: (((
althea steph you should be very happy you're not here haha
Tomorrow we're gonna have water games,
WET:D
Stupid ziyi'd had better stop bullying me la
And the santa clause guy HAHAHA






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12 January 2009
);
{7:04 PM}

:D
First day of school was okay, I guess.
Made some new friends in my orientation group,
Deborah, Klare, Esther, Grace,
(Hahaha I remembered them all)
Deborah said hi to me when I first came into the hall,
So i guess we just started talking,
then I went to go make more friends, hahaha.
Had all the talks in the morning about attire and the curriculum,
then after lunch was kinda free time, then we had the cheer and songs session.
Fun yoz!
Tomorrow we're going to have some mass dance, so I'm hoping it'll be fun!
My orientation shirt's way too big for me though.
):
Met a guy who plays the harp too, eh so cool eh.
Strummm strummmm.

On a separate issue,
I MISS PLLLLLLLLLLL,
I MISS MY FRIENDS,
I MISS TH TEACHERS (some.)
Omg, I just started remembering all the fun we had in school,
Our ridiculous antics,
esp with Shab and Melodi.
My goodness you all have no idea how much I miss you .
I just wanna run all the way to Pl and be with you all now!
It's true,
You never treasure it really, till you lose it.
I just miss the warmth of PL, and the everything about it.
Sobz.
Shucks, All my Nj shirts are so big ): (
I think sec ones look so cute.
Their pants/skirts are so high!
Hahaha and they're all so short.
Awww:D
(Indirect insult)
Haha, tmrw!
No more waking-up-at-11 days anymore.
Sobz.




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07 January 2009
the good ol' times
{6:43 PM}

I remember evenings like these in sec 1,
Where I'd have just finished japanese classes in Lc,
Then I'd walk home with Hilary,
We would walk on that long path through the field.
And the sky would be just like today,
Baby blue with streaks of peachy-orange.
The evening sun would glow on one side of the buildings.
On the other side, I'd cast long, mournful shadows.
We'd both feel sticky and humid in our school uniforms,
And our hair'd be damp with perspiration.
I'd hear quiet chatter of the other students along the path.
Hilary and I would walk side by side, just talking, and laughing occasionally.
I'd think about what homework I had today,
And kinda looking forward to dinner and the 7pm show that night.

I'd reach my mrt and start walking back home,
Slowly the sky'd dim,
and the street lamps would turn themselves on,
The concrete pavements glowing a tangerine-orange.
Somehow, everything sounds different in the twilight.
The traffic,
the scuffle of shoes,
and the twitter of birds in the trees as the wind blew through the leaves.
And it'd turn completely dark in a matter of minutes.
I would walk up the hill, hoping to get home soon.
Then I'd see my house,
lighted up from the inside.
And I'd unlock the gate, 
dash up the slope,
and peel off my socks and shoes.
And be grateful to belong to such a wonderful home.

Now all that is gone,
I've moved house.
No more evening walks through the field with Hil,
No more Lc,
I miss the good-old-innocent-toot secondary one days.





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06 January 2009
{10:27 PM}


It's all so sad):
Everyone is at school and I'm stuck at home with almost nothing to do.
No friends to Msn with,
No late-night conferences,
No impromtu-outings ):
I'm left alone to emo by myself.
Jerone offered to emo with me but then realised that emo-ing is a personal issue.
You can't emo with someone la, you'll end up talking and being happy again! ):<
I miss Fifi/Chestnut.
Although I bet she's having a good time with her boyfriend Walnut in the church room together.
Ugh, She's supposed to love me all her life and now she and walnut are enjoying each other huh!
(Sounds wrong)
So hurt.
I keel her on Thursday.
The harps are getting rebellious already.
Walnut slapped Pam on the face (twice!)
And Chestnut hit me on the elbow ):
They need to undergo disciplinary action.
I miss playing harp laaaa!
So now I have to stick with just playing the piano.
Which doesn't sound as shiok as the harp.
I think my piano is crying it's heart out now.);
Sad.
Furthermore there's no little nonya to watch anymore.
(Even sadder)
And I've no companion to pour out my grievances too,
Cos everyone will say "I gtg sleep now" at the stroke of 11 or smth like that.
(The saddest part)
Bb, I'm off to emo or something like that now.
Aaah. !


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05 January 2009
{10:09 PM}

Clarice Mok, i still pronounce you as having bad taste, I don't care.

mook says:
but he is really quite cute lor, serious
mook says:
HE IS CUTE OK! ):
mook says:
at least the robert is like CUTE  
mook says:
but then it is like he is VER CUTE % 
mook says:
i think he is cute ):
mook says:
you know the robert zhang is like his name is cool
mook says:
but he like cool cool leh
mook says:
i think he quite cute lor!
mook says:
and he quite cute   
mook says:
he is quite cute but i think robert is cool can
mook says:
and i think the robert zhang acting very good ok
mook says:
i love robert zhang
mook says:
i am going crazy

I really don't know how many times clarice mok is going to proclaim her everlasting affectionate desires for robert zhang.
Robert zhang sounds like a name for a pervert.

Wth.
Hahaaha funny.






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03 January 2009
conch
{10:20 PM}

You know how it feels when you lose a friend?
She's drifting away, piece by piece.
The thing is, she doesn't notice that she's lost.
And she's so obsessed in her self-conjured world of deliriums.
While we stand, helpless watching through a window.
A barrier she's built around herself to keep others away.

I'd like to liken it to someone murdering your friend.
With your old friend gone,
She then proceeds to manipulate herself into the place of the friend.
Unfortunately she can never ever replicate what we've lost.
So there she remains, an empty shell,
which can't exactly be really filled anymore.
So it's empty.


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02 January 2009
{10:42 PM}

Harp - G Pierne : Impromptu Caprice, Ji Min Lee


Like, only one word - Wow.
The middle part is where it gets uber impressive.
Sigh, guess this' the motivation for me to practice.
But my skin kinda peeled off on my fourth finger leaving this red opened-blister.
So it'd be torturing to play now ):
I supposed I'd reach that level, someday?
Which is don't know how many donkey light-years off.

My harp teacher today: What's your new year resolution for harp?
Me: Errrrr.. 
(Inside I was like, errrr. I'm expected to give a cheem reply or smth issit!)
Her
You've got to have new year resolutions for harp too,
Same like everything else, you've got to have the desire to improve.
And to play way further than your current level.

Something around there anyway.
I suppose it's true.
I mean you've gotta do the hard parts first, 
then you can enjoy the fruits of your labour righhhhttt.
Shucks. It's gonna be a looong way off.






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two posts and the aye-pee.
{2:37 PM}

I'll combine two posts into one today!
2ND JANUARY

Bella and Edward!

Bella!

Carlisle!

he looks a lil' like Joakim here. :/ Hm.


-Melts.-


HAHA ROBERT PATTISON/PADDY.
I must agree at some angles he looks kinda nice.
Then others make him look really unglam. D:
I think Carlisle (Peter Facinelli) is the nicest looking.
Like, ah.! :DDDDD
Okay enough about Twilight.

Everybody went to school todaaaaay!
Except me.
And the IP students.
If I didn't get into IP, I'd be in harp CCA now.
School starts in 1 week for me!
Hope it's enough time to start practising with pam.
The 19th Jan thing at Fort Canning.
Zomg, it's in two weeks.
Aaaaand, the harps shall unite again!
Shucks I miss 2008!
There'll be more to come I guess.




1st January


2008's been over so fast!
It just whizzed past, like the blink of an eye.
I still remember the first day of last year.
I said hi to melodi in school in the hall.
And things just catapulted all the way till today.
1st January, 2009.
New school, new environment, new friends.
Hmmm, we'll see how it goes then.
Why do things have to pass so fast ):
Let's blog about ystd!
Yahahaha, I have no school tomorrow heehaw! :D
Heh, I know i keep rubbing salt in your wounds :D
Don't worry you can rub salt in mine,
when I am crushed under piles of work once sch starts.

YESTERDAY(: 31ST DEC
Cg Meetup!
Woke up at 9.20!
Arranged to meet joanne at the mrt at 10.30pm
So I did stuff to waste time.
Like taking half an hour to wash up.
And stuff.
Then joanne came earlier la!
So then I chiong-ed to the Mrt(:
(I'm a sucker at time management)
Mrt-ed with her all the way to bukit batok,
and met the guys, Jolene and Damaris there.
Then while uncle ck fetched the guys to his house,
we sat on the floor and waited.
Finally we all arrived,
then watched a movie and had lunch at around 12 plus?
Watched halfway, then went to go down and play ball.
Had a round of captain's ball :D
Was super fun!
Then continued watching the movie and slacked abit.
Bathed and then we all took Mrt to chuch together.
Reached church at 7 plus!
We just rushed into the first floor where all the adults were eating quietly
Then we shouted: 'Happy early new Year!"
All we got was silence.
But ehneewayz, haha they were all laughing at us luh.
Ate abit.
Then went to sanctuary for worship.
We were all so high, jumping like mad for the worship.
Had the video montage for this year. Super cool.
Then testimonies.
For once, CG 2 and 3 went up to share.
Yay(:
Then had this prayer tunnel thingy.
And before we knew it it was already past midnight.
Went around wishing people Happy New Year!
Hahah, spent a bit of time downstairs and then kinda went home.
I got this super unglam of Joanne.
HAHAHHA HILARIOUS.
Sommore got giraffe inside.
HAHAHAHA:D
Yup.
Imma practise harp or smth now.
Harp lesson today.
I think my teacher's gonna kill me. D:
Whoops.







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