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30 June 2008
{5:06 PM} An excerpt from the private diary - 13/6/08 1.23am Reading your own diary can be so intriguing. It's like reading a story, yet its your own. [CENSORED]__________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________ I read all about my past and there's this sense of loss that overwhelms me. A loss of innocence, joy and a loss of child-likeness. I have to unfortunately admit that I have grown into adolescence and am no longer a child anymore. Before I know it, everyone will be all grown up. Wow. I wonder what everyone will look like in 10 years' time. All grown up. Nostalgia is the greatest feeling of all, and also the worst. ________________ That is precisely why I keep diary, to remind me of the past. Which actually makes me more past-sick and nostalgic. It's hard enough handling my over-reactive emotions as it is.__________________________________ 18/5/08 12.23 am As I read my previous journal entries, I realized how immature, childish and materialistic I was previously. I cried over little small things that were hardly significant. I cried when I couldn't understand math problems. I cried when I didn't get what I wanted. I cried when I was confused. Now as I grow up and see the wider view of things, I finally realise how this world really is. Those little minor issues were miniscule, compared to what I'll be facing in the future. Heartbreaks, betrayal, disappointments. I finally came to a conclusion. I 'm too straight and dense. I think what other people want me to think. I did what other people want me to do. I trust so easily and adhere to circumstances. Truth is, I've learnt. One of the hard lessons in life, maybe. Everything still remains untouched when layers of dislike and repugnance are peeled away. I really look up to people who stick for what they believe in, despite of what others say. That's true maturity. So maybe I'll mature. There you go. Now you know the true Esther. __________________________________________ 29 June 2008
{5:43 PM} Tag replies! Annabella? - Huh?! Omg i'm so sorry, I'm horrible at names. Who are you? From PL issit? Althea- Haha. You're welcome, See you too(: Good luck for NjIp. Kelyn- I AGREE. MORE NATURAL. Okay maybe I should take the photo off, KINDA BIG don't you think? Haha. I bet you were heartbroken when you saw the passage. Beef! D: Cheryl-HAH NOW YOU KNOW! I don't really like Sc. :D Okay I sound so un-patriotic. Haha, what school you wanna transfer to? :D AND WE ALL DIDN'T GO OUT YOU COTTONBALLLLL. This is officially my 335th post already!(: It's been a long time coming since I started this blog. I vow I'm never going to abandon jumpingsoap. I'll blog blog blog till I reach adulthood and even when I become an auntie. Ahahaha! Imagine an auntie blogging. Cool mans. I shall be the first. I will be utterly devastated if I lose this blog. Week two's here already! Persevere ESTHERRRR! 1 week, then youth retreat! I can't get my fill of camps. Youth retreat, Is going to be fun! Haha, Idk why, when I saw your photo, it evoked some unecessary feelings again. Ridiculous feelings, nonetheless. Something I shouldn't be feeling anymore. I can't believe i'm so obstinate, Love perseveres; Hah. That phrase's backfiring on me. __________________________________________ 28 June 2008
{12:16 PM} I love this song! OHMANNNNN[: I discovered it, then at first i thought it was kinda okay only lah, But as I kept listening to it, the addictive beat got stuck in my head. It's the exact same rhythm i used to tap to last time before i knew it. Hah. I LOVE I MISS YOUUUU. Whoohooo! There's guitar lessons today. ONE THING I WOULD LIKE TO SAY. I CAN'T STAND HYPOCRITES. And please, get your facts right before you attempt bitching about people. Otherwise, you look really, really dumb. Then before you know it, the person whom you're bitching about comes to know it, And she will start sniggering at your ignorance. Ho, yes. Frankly, I find gossip enjoyable. But it's not nice at all to the target of the conversation. So i try to abstain from such maleficent parley. IT'S VERY SHIOK KAY. But i'll still try to stop. __________________________________________ 27 June 2008
{8:22 PM} So. I was teasing joanne about her admiration towards ADEN, my nice camp facil. AND GUESS WHAT! I FOUND THE FRIENDSTER MANNXZ! Here are photos for joanne's viewing pleasure. But seriously, Apart from looking nice, He's very nice. [Although apparently he had stole the chips and sprite from someone else D:] But anyway, He was still very nice to our group okay. [Although he refused to help us clean the stupid toilet.] Anyway, Enjoy Joanne.   Joanne, I bet your hairs are standing on end as you read this. You are enthralled, in awe, dumbfounded. I KNOW IT! STOP TRYING TO HIDE IT OKAY. although i've kinda fallen in the predicament all the same. HEY MY TASTE'S NOT THAT BAD AFTER ALL! Okay, so maybe as you're reading this; you think. "EYERRRRRR! WHY ESTHER LIKE THAT ONE!" "SO CHEAP!" "SO DESPO!" I have already admitted I have a warped sense of "good looking." So yes, Everyone has the right to have ATTRACTIONS. Shoo. Go away, Stop bugging me about the photos. I know it's nice. __________________________________________ {6:14 PM} TAG REPLIES: kelyn: HAHAHAHA WHOOOO! moomoo. :-D jolene: Oh yes(: Sexy legs manxz. Haha, I'M USED TO YOUR BULLYING! :D Natalie: Oh well, all good things must come to an end. I'm just looking forward to youth retreat. Yay! Yes I had humongous fun. kelyn: Hahaha thanks so much! And yes, it was a blast. Jolene: Yeah, I kinda not used to being outdoors in the WILD. :D I need to get used. Aiyah you girls' brigade, campfire here campfire there. Really become like caveman already, can sleep anywhere and get used to anything (: tyn: Hahaha, yay! I'm honoured. I made myself KAAYYY. haha. Moment of Egoism. Yeah, your brother is unglam in a real candid way, yo! kelyn: Yeah. I think even maids don't have to clean such terribly dirty toilets. And maids have mattresses to sleep on. Aaaaaah! :l jolene; Yeah, It is. :D Joanne: I declare you obsessed, infatuated, besotted and enamoured. Yes. What's with you and all the interest in the instructors eyy? Guitar class tomorrow MATCHSTICK! [: Eunice: Hellohello[: <3 __________________________________________ 25 June 2008
{9:10 PM}  I HATE QUILTS. THEY'RE SO NICE TO SLEEP IN BUT SO HARD TO PUT INTO QUILT COVERS. I LOOK ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS TRYING TO GET ONE IN. __________________________________________ {2:07 PM} CAMP WAS FUN LIKE SIAOXZ K. We now bereave and send our dearest condolences for the demise of the utterly wonderful S2C08. Esther shall be dilligent and narrate the story from Day One. DAY ONE! everyone came to school feeling apprehensive. We had assembly as usual, then all the sec twos had bag checks to source for unauthorized handphones. Then we headed off by bus to Jalan Bahtera, had to travel by this jungle path to reach the place. When we reached around 9, Briefing, then we went to our dormitories. OUR DORMITORIES ARE LIKE LITERALLY HUTS. THEY DON'T EVEN HAVE WALLS ON ALL SIDES! they were double storey huts, so we had a staircase to climb up to the second floor. They only thing surrounding us were railings, to keep things (and people) from falling down. :l Anyway, SYLVIA AND WEILIN WERE my bed partners! (okay that sounded wrong.) Nevermind. After that was lunch, sweet lunch. They made us learn the hungry cheer, And every meal we had to do that before eating -_- If not loud enough then cannot eat. Haiyo. D: Lunch was, weird. I think they put sugar in the rice or something:l After lunch were the challenging rope courses. AAAAH. Our group did this tightrope lane with ropes hanging to grab onto. I was swaying like a flag. And the rope was shaking like mad! Wait, maybe it was my legs. All the same, it was scary. Everyone cheered for our group lah, I think our group was the most enthu. :D whoooooooooh! After CRC was ziplining. EEEEEEK IT WAS PETRIFYING. And we stood on a tower around 4 storeys tall without any railings. I really wonder how people get the courage to jump. THE ABSEILING GUY WAS FLIRTING WITH THE GIRLS AAAH! Anyway, We had to shout commands like, "CLEAR RUNWAY!" Then the people down there would shout back "RUNWAY CLEAR!" Then the ziplining person asked me to hold onto these two ropes, then i jumped off the platform. SCARY EH! It was like my skeleton still up there then my skin went down. FUN EH! It was really like commiting suicide. Then whoooooooh super fun fun fun! The helmets stank, yo. Smelt like a piece of rotting meat on your head. Then we kept borrowing deodorant from our instructor Aden to spray. I don't know why people think he's cute. They said he's from xiao hua xiao cao? He's super nice lah anyway. Seven rocks manxz. Then we all chiong-ed to bathe after flying fox! Adear, Sylvia and me behaved like kiasu aunties. We went to go and prepare our bathing stuff so that we could chiong to the bath faster! Sylvia: "EH WHERE'S MY BRA!" A few moments later, Sylvia: "EH WHERE'S MY PANTY?" Anyway, the bathing conditions were, Not. so good. Two shower doors couldn't be locked. D: And there was hair, leaves and i-don't-know-what inside the cubicle. URGGG. I DROPPED MY CLEAN SHIRT ON THE FLOOR KAY! Dinner was slightly better. But we all had to eat with our armpits stuck together. COS THE ENTIRE TABLE WAS PACKED LIKE SARDINES. So our eating position was kinda like, mousish. We played Kidnapped as our night activity. Debbie was kinda kidnapped and locked up somewhere. Then we had to do activities and try to guess which number our key was. Finally, we got the second number correct and rescued her from this scary dark place. SHE KENA CARRIED ALL THE WAY BACK LAH! so shiokers, very fun eyyy. Then we learnt cheers: The titanic cheer, The everybody dance cheer, Dave Kelvin and someother guy whose name i forgot landed us in hysterics. They were hilarious. Budden I was super sleepy, so I didn't laugh much :D Anyway, supper then sleep time. Brushing your teeth in the sink wasn't exactly the most comfortable thing in the world! I treated sylvia like a bolster in the night, and came close to kissing weilin. Had some weird dreams about. guys. Eh. Day Two! Woke up at 6am, then went with nigelina sylvia and adear to go brush teeth. Two hundred and one people were late for morning gathering, excluding us. So the result? Chief Veron had to impose punishments on us: Two hundred and one buddha claps. We had to stretch out our hands 180 degrees, then clap above our heads. It was not as easy as it sounded, Really. SOME people kept clapping according to whim, which resulted in even more claps added to the total. In the end we probably did almost 300 of those, not counting the time we had to hold up our hands when Chief veron was lecturing. Haiyo. Everyone would have gotten arm muscles had we continued for another 3 mornings. My arms ache like mad now :I Had breakfast, and we served! YAHAHAHAHAH THE BEEHOON WENT FLYING EVERYWHERE HO! and i dumped lots and lots on people's plates. Serving is fun; You get to bully people. After breakfast we started on our day activites! Rock-climbing! I didn't participate lah, Sat down and talked with iris eunice gracious they all. Then after that was belay school, and we learnt knots and how to belay other people. Kinda boring, that part. After lunch we went back to the CRC station. This time we did the 3rd hardest lane. There was this thin plank about 2 storeys up, held fast by only 4 steel ropes, with absolutely nothing to hold on to. It was wobbling precariously I tell you. Scary arh! After Isador was my turn, then went isador like scared scared like that, THAT WAS WHEN I STARTED TO PANIC. I hadn't even reached the platform up there I started shrieking like horses. I feel pathetic. When I finally did get up there, The only thing i did was to scream more. Then everyone was jia-youing below me, which helped quite a lot, thanks. (: I think we created a commotion, Me trumpeting my head off and my friends cheering. It was freaking scary eyyy! If I looked down I would have just given up, But I DIDN'T, AHAH! My hands started trembling like siaoxz. Then i slowly inched my way across that stupid plank, Screaming, "I CANNOTTT!!" all the way. That was really really. petrifying. After the mortifying experience, we then played some team bonding games. Like squeezing 18 people onto a small piece of wood. Thank God no one farted. Something smelt rather bad though, And it was terribly terribly HUMID THERE. I think the short people in the centre are the most pitiful.D: So poor thing!): Then we scaled up a wall with the help of our group members. FINALLY WE CHANGED INTO OUTFITS FOR KAYAKING YARRR Kayaking was the best. Despite the fact that the water was immensely salty, Together with the presence of unidentified floating objects lurking therein. Someone: "EH GOT DEAD CRAB IN THE WATER!" Everyone:"EEEEEEEE! WHERE!" Lois was my kayaking partnerrrrr(: My shoes flooded like fish tanks, yo! In the water: Bloop bloop. Out of the water : Bloop bloop. Kena splashed by the kayaking instructor. And had kayak-collisions with other people. Super cool ey! Our group members cannot park kayaks properly. Look like floating market like that. Tsk. But then our dear kayaking time was so short, we were just acquainted with the not-so-clean waters when they asked us to come up. So sad! D: Haiyo. Arm pain for nothing ey. Then went to bathe quickly, I DROPPED MY SHORTS THIS TIME. TWICE! ESTHER ARH ESTHER WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? Then we prepared our item for Campfire. I think it rocked, Somehow:-D We got our group leaders Aden and N to spray gatsby on each other. And i got volunteered to do the stupid gatsby pose thing! I made a retard of myself completely. Our skit was about our recount of the fears that we conquered during the camp, Like the high elements. HAHAHA SYLVIA ACTED REALLY BIMBOTIC IN THIS ONE, WHICH IS SO IRONIC. sylvia: (in high-pitched squeaky voice) "Aaaaah! ohmygosh! This is so high! i'm scared!" The stinky helmets, Where I acted the stupid retard. And the buddha claps. Again I kena volunteered to be Chief Veron. I think I embarrassed her thoroughly enough. Yes. She was supposedly spotted hiding behind the computer and giving the paiseh face. Sheesh, My brain makes me act weirdly theatrical sometimes. Desperate situations call for desperate measures! Anyway, our cheer rocked socks lah, I TOLD YOU OUR GROUP WAS THE MOST ENTHU AND UNITED KAY! I HEART SEVEN! After all the performances, We volunteered Mr lim to dance the sexy frog dance. Which was superbly ludicrous. Mr Lim: Dances. Everyone: "Whooo! whoooo! whoooooo! whooooooo!" Chief Veron: "Eh what's wrong with you girls arh." Everyone: Starts laughing. Then all the teachers were forced to join to dance the ultimate sexy frog dance. Lol! They had to move their butts in a circle and slap it. OMG. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Mr Pang was doing it so absurdly. Everyone was held in hysterics once again. Campfires always make people get high. Especially fourteen year old girls from Pl. Finally we ended the day and slept. IT WAS SO HUMID AND HOT! I fell asleep while fanning myself halfway. It was a wonder I ever did anyway. We all awoke sticky and cold, And I felt completely like a fish. Stark revolting. I have no idea why it gets so cold at night. Sylvia and I were complete mozzie-free! B plus blood repels mosquitoes yo. I had some stupid dream of us being at the swimming pool and xinyu walked past naked. WHAT THE GOATS! MY SUB-CONCIOUS BRAIN IS DARRRRNNN CHEE-KO-PEK K! DAY THREE! Had our last meal at the canteen): Then proceeded to clean up. GROUP SEVEN IS SUAY LIKE MAD. We had to wash the toilets. Let me give a brief description of the pitiful state of the Gents-converted-to-Ladies. - The sinks were choked with tissue paper, plasters, hair, soil, spit, leaves and DARLIE TOOTHPASTE COVERS. (I don't even understand why people wash their shoes in the bathroom sink.-_-) - There were sweet wrappers, plastic wrappers and hair in the cubicles. - There were 3 Used disposable underwears in a cubicle. - There were USED PADS IN THE THE CUBICLE. - There was yellow vomit/shit in the Men's urinal. You vomit in the toilet, you shit in the toilet. Who defecates in a urinal? - The Men's urinal was choked with the vomit/shit. - There were leaves, toilet paper, grass, mud, wrappers, and rubbish nonsense on the floor. Boy, did we have a hard time. We took almost 1 and 3/4 hours to clean up that stinking place. And esther here retrieved all the stuff that were choking the sink. Whoohooo! At least I can say that I've conquered my fear of dirty sinks. I wouldn't talk about dirty Men's urinals. Finally, we were given some motivational talk on how to improve our lives from this day on. We were asked to hold hands and close our eyes. I kinda slept through the whole thing. Whoops. Anyway, We returned back to school in one piece. I'll miss our INSTRUCTOR, Aden! He's so nice lah. He actually bought us Pringles Coke and sprite on the last night; The ultimate joy of a S2CO8 camper. Went home after that. My wet shoes stunk like crazy. Eurrghhhh. Okay i'm sick of typing. Bye. __________________________________________ 22 June 2008
{10:29 PM} i am going to lament. AAAARRGGHHHHHHHHH!! SCHOOL HOLIDAYS ARE OVER. MY DARLING BELOVED DARLING. I MISS WAKING UP AT ELEVEN `O CLOCK EVERYDAY. I MISS GOING OUT. I MISS SLEEPING LATE EVERY NIGHT WITHOUT A CARE IN THE WORLD. AAAAAAAAARGGGHHHHHHH No. And there's sec two camp tomorrow! I hope there's no rats. Can you imagine bringing your own toilet paper?! Esther has to go and sleep now. I'll miss you darling holidays. Eurrgghhhhh, I'm in love. With the holidays. __________________________________________ 21 June 2008
{9:56 PM} tag replies! NATALIE: eeeeeeek. scary right. Weird people do weird things. JOLENE: HAHA. thanks, love you too! YES GUITAR-PRO. strummmmmm. NATALIE: yeah lar. We look so different. Hahaha! Everyone can't recognize each other! JOLENE: YEAH. SEXY RIGHT? I KNOW. MY LEGS ARE HOT MAN! JL: Haha, why EVERYONE cannot recognize ivian! We should show him this picture. Super cool. Imagine his reaction! KELYN: yes I AM IN A FRILLY DRESS ARHHH.! i miss our childhood. ): STOP IT WITH GOATY ARHHH! i will moomoo you if you continue to MAMAMAMA me. AND i am serious about putting that picture up on my blog! (((: NATALIE: AHAHA NOW THEN YOU REALIZE! everyone has the same reaction with ivian. LOL! EUNICE: Ahaha, But of course. (: IVYNA: whoohoohoohoo! And esther is here to reply. Math kills people. It's the mother of all emotional destructions. JOLENE: OF COURSE tall people fall down more easily. BUDDEN, they get to laugh at themselves. Which is cool. Whoohoooo! JOLYN: ahaha. That was my best timing, which isn't very good anyways (: JOLENE: yes, i stroke and cuddle the guitar. WHO SAYS I MISTREAT FIFI HUH. ): I hug her every night and tuck her to sleep okay. JL: haha. (: JOLENE: haiyo! Like peacock like that, strut here strut there. YES GUITAR-PRO i have seen your blog. AND I DON MISTREAT FIFI YARRRR. JOANNE: haha. I know. Whoohoo! I have changed man. IVIAN AND JOSIAH SO FAT ARHAHAHAHAHA! I KNOW MY BLOG IS ENTERTAINING, CAN MAKE PEOPLE LAUGH ONE. Yes, yes. : D So honoured! Hahaha. Goats, Llamas, Cows and Giraffes. whoohoo! :D __________________________________________ 20 June 2008
{11:46 AM} 82 words Okay okay.
"mistakenly think tall people are more intelligent that they really are." AHAHAHAH! I'm was never smart after all. (: I make stupid bird mistakes. However, stupid people are happier than smart people. "we have many highly intelligent people whose social development progresses much slower than that of most people and they have trouble coping with the stresses of life that present themselves to everyone." What's with me and my quotes today? GRAWWWRRRRR. This is what holidays do to the mind of esther. Thinking too much as usual. Okay esther shall make herself scarce, and think of ways to stop making weird unecessary noises. And maybe ways to stop making stupid bird mistakes. hualalalalalalala! :O __________________________________________ 19 June 2008
{1:29 PM} Old photos! In 2002 Christmas(:  Raelene, Carissa, me Jialer and Jianing!  Kelyn, Zachary, Ivian(behind me) ME and josiah. haha! Oh man. I look so. Gross. EEEEEK! We were all so small and cute last time. Ahahaha! __________________________________________ 18 June 2008
{10:32 PM} PHOTOS OF CHURCH CAMP! grabbed from natmatpathat.  ME DAMARIS AND NAT haha, i'm extra here kay. It's artistic. (:  JOANNE ME AND NAT  Haha, group photo! Everytime I think of what you did, It still shocks me deep inside. I could never comprehend why you did it. But so maybe it surprised me to tears. Thanks a lot, You changed my entire perception of your being. I'm the blister on your finger. The more you hurt me, the harder I get. And soon it'll be impossible to hurt me anymore. Invincible, that's what i'll be. You can't blame me for being excessively textually-expressive. __________________________________________ {12:41 PM} TAG REPLIES: JOANNE: of course : D HILARY: haha (: I LOOK UNGLAM OKAY :) YES edmund is cute. And so is the badger and the mouse. HAHA no problem! I loved spending that time with you. EUNICE: HAHA! yes(: super cool lah. NATALIE: haha i never said that 'lol' was bad what. I just explained the use of it ((: School is starting soon. Nyehhhhhhhhhhh. :( ONE LAST LIAN BI : D whoohoo! Esther is extremely proud to say that, she has finally conquered her phobia of blogs. Haha, bet that didn't make sense. But too bad! I did, YAY. I apologize for laughing at you, But sadly, you make me chortle sadistically. Which is kinda mean, But laughter is a natural thing. Don't you know people think you're stupid ? So much for, "I'm so cool" Hahaha. You all, don't become like her kay. She doesn't even know that I'm talking about her. No wait, I'm not referring to you, I'm referring to you. You! Not you! Oh whatever. In any case, if you think this is for you, It isn't. __________________________________________ 17 June 2008
{7:37 PM} I'm amazed. I never knew you were such a person. All the facades that you put up, Well congratulations, they fooled me completely. Until now. What's wrong with you? Are you that desperate? Desperate for attention because you don't have enough of your own? One word, Jerk. I almost didn't believe it was you. Pervert. Sexually-immoral. Chee-ko-pek. Sickening. So you want people to think you're hot and sexy? My foot. Go look in the mirror again if you think you are. Hypocrite. Stop putting on an act already. Now I know what you're like. Now I truly believe I have the worst taste in the world. So maybe it's partially saddening to see you in this state. I don't care anymore, Go do what you want, I have had enough of you. Disappointing, I must say. "LOL" is a word with no meaning used to fill in spaces in online conversations where there is nothing to be said. Other versions also include: "LAWL" "lolll" "LOL!!!!!!" "lawrl!!" "Lol." __________________________________________ 15 June 2008
{8:27 PM} Forget that. Helloooooo! (:(:(: Esther shall not be M.I.A anymore and shall update on her ever so interesting past 2 days. : D SATURDAY I WOKE UP AT TWELVE O' CLOCKKKK Nehneh. Ate lunch, and I took my time. I really took my time. 3pm then I finished. Lol. Amazing how slow I can be. Then set off to church for GUITAR LESSON :D :D i was kinda late, BUT JOLENE ARRIVED AFTER ME YAHAHAHA. so anyway, met up at Mrt station then walked to church. Talked in the church office for a while. Then went down to the youth room for lesson. We learnt how to: -hold the guitar -tune the guitar -play D, A,G chords. -play God is so Good(: Haha, then Uncle cheng kie lent me his guitar for TWO WEEKS!! YAYYYYYYYYY. I have fallen in love with the guitar. Except the guitar is A FOLK GUITAR And the STRINGS ARE ALL METAL. So my fingers are hurting terribly now. But Esther shall be grateful. I still love the guitar!! :D I learnt how to play some songs by myself. Nyehehheh. More than words! Nyeheheheheh. Esther has discovered, there is such thing as a harp guitar.  SO COOL :D http://www.doolinguitars.com/audio/anderson.mp3 You can strum as well as pluck :D haha (: Anyway, guitar lesson was interesting. Then went home after lesson. SUNDAY Went for 9am service, sat with joanne kelyn and natalie service was good :D Then met at 1st storey and everyone set off for vivo. Had lunch, shared with kelyn. Then watched Chronicles of Narnia! It was super good. Edmund Peter and Caspian are, good-looking. Aaaah! Then me and natalie kept making sound effects during the movie. Hahaha! Then after the movie, walked around vivocity for a while. then boarded train with Natalie Joanne and Evan. Played guitar somemore after coming home! (: Ice skating and Bowling tomorrow, can't wait! Yay. __________________________________________ 13 June 2008
{5:08 PM} MORE PICTURES OF CHURCH CAMP I APOLOGIZE FOR THE TERRIBLY UNGLAM ME. haha. Be happy okay, ESTHER IS PUTTING HER UNGLAMS UP HAAAH.          __________________________________________ {4:22 PM} Tag replies :-D i shall use the gay smiley face. jolene: HAIYOOOO I VERY SAD FOR YOU LEH! come with us larh ): please. otherwise you like all alone like that, D: DON'T. natalie: hahaha! SUCKERRR LAH that horrible goat. THANKS :-D gay smiley face. okay i shall then consult natalie the girl with the bestest taste in the world. Lol! :-D haha. jolene: haha! you know who's that person right? haha(: DON'T LIKE THAT GOODNESS OTHERWISE YOU LIKE LONER LIKE THAT D: haiyo you arhhhh. :-D thanks for tagging so much! WOW. natalie: 'boys are like aunties in the market gossiping when they are buying fish. AHAHAH CAN YOU IMAGINE ALL THE BOYS DRESSED UP IN AUNTIE DRESSES! that would be the joke of the century. :-D JL: OKAYOKAY i shall consult both you and natalie then :-D hahaha! joanne: haha HORRIBLE GOAT! haha (: jolene: YUP fun to talk to everyone too:D and you are not weird (: MY COMPUTER SCREEN IS SPOILT! so i see everything like fuzzywuzzy like that. EEEEEK. MY WORDS ARE MUTATING AAAAAARGGHHHHH anyway, ESTHER HAS MADE AN ACCOMPLISHMENT! SHE FINISHED READING HER STORY BOOK! (well one story anyway) AND FINISHED HER LIAN BI NINEEE:DDD yeahzxz manzxz. Guitar class tomorrow (: Can't wait can't wait. and then movie on sunday! And then (possibly) ice skating and bowling on Monday, YAY I have also realised something. Music makes me emotic. YAHAHAH I CREATED A NEW WORD. Emotic! Whatevs. I have realised another thing. No one really takes me seriously. Which is kinda sad. Oh well. __________________________________________ 11 June 2008
{4:52 PM} Thank heavens. I have finally finished my exhausting newspaper reviews. How exhausting? Very exhausting. I shall not exhaust myself further by telling you. Anyway, I shall move onto something less exhausting. So that hopefully i can un-exhaust myself. I shall talk about; What bad taste I have. (Especially in the opposite gender) I'm express sincere apologies to those who/which are reading these whom I have had bad taste in. Hey, but wait. You probably don't know you're the target of this rant. So I shall continue, Guilt-free. I also apologise if my language use is kinda formal. You see, All the review writing switched me into the AH-OH-SO-FORMAL-AND-PROPER-ENGLISH mode. You see, Our dear Esther here has had bad taste in the opposite gender ever since she was young. She actually thought Tinky-Winky from the Teletubbies was hot and macho. Just because of the fact that he was the biggest of them all. Wait. Is Tinky-Winky even a male? Er. Nevermind. He could be non-sexual for all I care. As she grew up, She had a warped sense of "good-looking". Sad. Example One Esther is on the phone with her friends, watching a certain 7pm Channel 8 drama serial. A particular male actor's face takes up the entire area of the television screen. Esther: "Eh, Oh my goodness!! Do you think that guy is good looking? I think he is leh." All the other friends: "NO! YUCK! HIS NOSE IS SO BIG!" Esther: "Got meh? No what! He's kinda cute too!" All the other friends: "No! Ew! Esther! What's wrong with you?" Esther: "Fine maybe you all don't find him cute but I do!" -Giggles.- All the other friends: Do not bother to respond. And there you see, Is a fine example of how Esther embarrasses herself with her definition of "cute". Eeeeyer! A useful note to everyone: Please ignore Esther next time she takes notice of a member of the opposite gender. It is extremely advisable to. But look on the bright side! Esther has grown out of her bad taste for objects. So yes, Now she has good (or at least average taste for objects.) My bedsheet is nice okay. I chose myself. (Please ignore that un-necessary comment as well.) Oh good! Now my language use is moderating back to its usual self. Hah. Yayhey. In conclusion, No wait, I shall not say the conclusion. It will hurt people's feelings. or maybe i should. IN CONCLUSION, I think i'm very mean. but too bad. This mean-ness originates from some horrible-goat-which-is-at-the-same-time-a-hypocrite-and-also-a-member-of-the-opposite-gender. I sound sex-ist. But cannot be helped. Oh Please. If you want to go around acting all nice and gentle and then bad-mouthing me when you think i won't find out. You'd better make sure that I won't find out. Bad news is, I found out. "I suck" eh? Well you don't rock that much yourself. Just in case you're so thick-skinned and can't sense anything, I would kindly like to inform you that I shall not bother about you any longer. (: I shall say this again. If you think this is for you, it isn't. Esther is going to steam off. Bye. __________________________________________ {12:30 PM} yet another post of tag replies. As usual esther shall not blog much about her oh-so-mundane life. Lest it freak/bore people out. Homework sucks. Oh yes it does. AT LEAST I FINISHED MY ACE LEARNING! yahahahahaha! TAG REPLIES: CLARA: haha (: yup i loved the room too! ME AND MY TWO FRIENDS GOT THE THREE PERSON ROOM. SO IT WAS BIGGER THAN USUAL. including the bathroom. aaaah! JL: we all going movie! i thought you knew already? CLARA: ohh! i think my friends left around noon too. SO cool! JOANNE: yay guitar lessons! I. CAN'T. WAIT! NATALIE: YAY(: haha! "He" is stupid. JOLENE: SO MEAN! nevermind i will ignore you and learn from uncle ck and ryan by myself! YAHAHAHAHA! haiyo. This sunday movie ah. how??? anyway. Homework so far! 2 newspaper reviews 1 book review Chinese compo 9 Chinese compo 10 Memorize chinese phrases math Geography History Project Budding Writers project Esther needs to buck up on homework. And i mean SERIOUSLY. __________________________________________ 10 June 2008
{2:08 PM} TAG REPLIES! oh my goats. My blog has never been so alive before. After the church camp furore then my tagboard kena tagged a lot alot. Haha! Thank you to my dear friends(: Who have amazingly resuscitated my blog. anyway, TAG REPLIES! jolene: okay, haha(: YOU TOO. you all make me happy mah! the "man" is Pastor michael ross watson. haha. Natalie: HAHA THE EAT SHIT DRINK PEE THING IS HILARIOUS. i am going to dao "her". I AM SERIOUS! HAH JOLENE: haha yeah it's like reading your own past like that! THANKYOU(: i can't wait for this saturday :D haha! Had harp lessons in school this morning. Our exam is on September the Eleventh. Can you believe it. Haaaaaah. Esther has to go and do her pathetic graph math online assessment. Which she is not exactly very enthusiastic about. __________________________________________ 09 June 2008
{9:38 PM} YAYYYY TODAY WAS THE ULTIMATE AT HILARY'S HOUSE (: go her blog read for all the details! And then we made a blogskin. And we were both wearing little girly dresses. ETERNY IS SO CUTE!!! It was a wonderful day anyway. haaaah. __________________________________________ {6:47 PM} tag replies! joanne: Haha no problem, your birthday whaaat (: cheryl: Huh? I didn't get your sms leh ): i sms you lah. HAHA POLICEMAN! how can a policeman go breaking into other people's house in the first place!! BREAKING THE LAW HAHA. and no that's not a great idea. hehehhhehhh. ):D jolene: haha, next time we ask you. (: Haha, good that you did! Me too(: Natalie: HAHAHA LOL whatever la, don't care about him. that horrible so called 'friend'. Tsk. JL: We got two, one this sunday, then another one during the june hols. We going ice skating and bowling. I think Cg 1 people can come too! (: __________________________________________ 08 June 2008
{6:11 PM} WAH tagreplies! JL: HAHAHAHA INNER MATTERS. aiyah nevermind la, not like many people of the opposite gender visit here. And if they do they prob won't know you. LET'S START A NEW TREND OF ERM. doing what you did. (: YAY. Natalie: HAHAHAHA how appropriately used. 'inner matters'. Hilary: HELLO(: yes blue dress (: I wanna see tomorrow! Kelyn: Haiyo. You ah, really smitten. What happens if moo comes and reads my blog how? we talked to dan in PS today! Now you regret not coming with us. Tsk. JL: haha yeah. MANNNNN. I have created a creation! It can be alternated in the positive way too. (Rock.) A word to suckers who think I suck. If I suck, it means that you suck too because you're telling other people that I suck which lowers you down to a status of a sucker which then means you suck more than I suck because you said I suck and you suck in the very first place. LOL! My dad: "Eh, suck what?" Today was super coolios ah, Celebrated Joanne and Damaris' birthday in church. I woke up late!! So only reached church at 11. Then met joanne natalie and went down to basement. Then everyone was in the CG1 room preparing! So I ran there. Then took out all the presents. Finally brought it to joanne and damaris. Joanne got a box of matchsticks and a giraffe stuffed toy. (I PICKED ONE KAY) Haha. Egoistical moment. Then damaris got this nice porcelain thingy. Anyway, everyone was laughing like crazy when they saw the matchsticks. HAHA then joanne wanted to light one in the friendship room. Then everyone screamed:"You want to set the place on FIRE AH?!" Anyway, she opened the present thingy and out came the TY giraffe. Yay and everyone cheered. Then halfway we all started singing happy birthday in the room. THEN JOANNE AND DAMARIS SUPER EMBARASSED. haha but it was a wonderful day i guess. After Ym went to PS for lunch with natalie joanne and jolene. Had lunch at food court, then went to yamaha for a while. Bought guitar picks! (For harp -_-) and then went to marks and spencers to buy sweets. No percy pigs though): met daniel and talked to him. then he was super paiseh! HAHA. then went to the mrt, sat on the benches then talked for some time. then finally I went off. haaaah! conference tonight. I'm like talking to church friends everyday. LOVE YOU ALL(: Can't wait for cg outing woman. Oh well. Hilary outing tomorrow! Whoohooos(: I am being buried under homework. Die. __________________________________________ 06 June 2008
{7:38 PM}  the view from my parents' room! super nice(:  me natalie and joanne with flags (: haha!  me and NAT! candid yo. in the hotel room. eh, we look a bit alike eh! HAHA.  me and joanne! haha MY FACE IS HIDDEN BY THE CAMERA.  CARITA IN A BATHING ROBE. HAHAHAHAHAHA WOMAN!  captains' ball! LOVE(: haha enough for the day! yay. __________________________________________ {6:50 PM} from natalie's blog: " You party with ? " " Scrambled eggs! " " Nips? " { i dont know what th hell is that. & i dont intend t find out, } And Ian was like, " forget it," *throws card far far away* " forget it, " *throws card far away* and repeats th cycle. ahaha. haha, it was in taboo. -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "eh this one er... this one.. FORGET IT" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "forget it" -takes a card- "eh this one er... this one.. FORGET IT" -takes a card- "forget it" and the process went on and on. someone: "EH YOU GAY OR WHAT AH?" Chocolate yu yuan is fun manxzxz. Its funny that some people have very slow reactions. Oh yah, when we went t Isaac's room t get th money t pay Uncle Cheng Kie back. Joanne : * knocks on th door * Isaac : * in th toilet bathing * " WHAT LA?! " Joanne : "Pay money la. 10 bucks." Isaac : * peeps out of th blinds of th toilet and bends it badly * " FOR WHAT?! " Joanne : " Th burger king money la. " Isaac : "Ohh.. wait ah." Joanne : " Hurry up la! " Isaac: " WAIT LA. I shitting " * Slips a 10 dollar note under th door* WOW. He brings his wallet into th toilet. Right.. and then everybody laughs at him. Then ah, Jerone went into Isaac's room and then take th card out from th slot place. So Isaac bathe then half way black out. Isaac : ARGHHH! Give back th card la! * hides behind th door * Joanne : * notices that Isaac isnt wearing a shirt * " Isaac ah, you never wear a shirt? " Isaac : " YAH LA. I naked la. JERONEEEE! " WAHLAO EH. Damn funny can haha it's super funny. __________________________________________ {12:18 AM} tag replies cheryl: YEAH LAH YOU EH NEVER CALL NEVER TEXT OR WHAT HAAAAAH and no i didn't change my hp no, I was in malaysia. (: haha let's go out yes! happy hols to you too! Eunice: haha yes me too (: How was harp class? JIAXUAN: yohohohoho(: Haha thanks for tagging yes. NATALIE!: HELLO!:DD yeah church camp is like over so fast ): __________________________________________ 05 June 2008
{9:25 PM} AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH I AM SO CAMP SICK. CHURCH CAMP ROCKED MY SOCKS UNTIL CANNOT ROCK ANYMORE. LOVELOVELOVELOVE. And it's not only me. Join the camp-sick-club everyone! Me, Carita and natalie are already inside. I shall narrate in chronological order. DARLING! I love CC`08 to teenyweeny microscopic bits. Especially my friends! DARLING! Sunday 1/6/08 Arrived in church super early, Cos had to play clavinova for Chinese ministry Then I saw carita there!! Played then chatted with her throughout the sermon. then after that met joanne and carita and jolene downstairs, chatted for a while thn had lunch! at one i set off on the coach Slept a bit and then listened to mp3. We reached there about 5 plus; and then met jialer! and damaris. AND WE WENT TO OUR HOTEL ROOM. fourohthree. IT WAS GIGANORMOUS. I dashed into the room like a cannonball. and plunged into the bed. shouting and screaming. then we went down to the ballroom to find nat and carita! Played monkey with the pink volleyball. then it was dinner and dance night We had to sit in our groups, then me and damaris were in unconditional love!(: AND WE LEARNT THE NANA DANCE, IT WAS SUPER COOL LA and we were super enthu. and we danced like crazy. FUN LA! and played games. Invaded carita and nat's room. then we talked and talked and played truth-or-dare, and cam-whored. and finally fell asleep at one plus. Monday 2/6 we successfully woke up at six fifteen! we had dawn prayer, and prayed for the speaker and the camp. Then it was morning devotion, and we learnt how to truly HEAR from God just by reading the bible. It was super cool la! Then breakfast @ the es.sence kitchen. BREAKFAST WAS LOVED. I love cornflakes. haha. Then we had sermon one at the ballroom. Although there were no balls. Sorry, cold. Our speaker was Pastor Michael Ross Watson. He's really really really, a great great great speaker! He and his wife are so cute and loving la, They call each other 'sweetheart' and 'darling'. So SWEEEET(: I LOST MY CAMP BOOKLET!!!! I'M SAD LA. i think i left it at the hotel. But maybe it'll bless someone who picks it up and reads it, cos i wrote all the notes inside :D I roughly remember he talked about troubles in life. And his experience with cancer. It was really really interesting. Like usually i would tune out after a while in sermons, but his' had me hooked. You can really see God working in pastor michael's life. After session one was lunch, and it was only 2 and a half hours after breakfast. It was okay nonetheless. I love the hotel food. STRAWBERRY MOCHI! CHOCOLATE FONDUE. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. Oh yes, I haven't introduced you to the hotel yet. We stayed at Holiday Inn, Melaka. IT'S SUPER NEW, it only opened in october 2007. PICTURES!  The infinity pool. It stretches out over the sea! :D  The ballroom where we had our sermons in.  The exterior of the hotel(: We were all playing chocolate yu yuan. It's this card game that one youth invented. IT IS EXTREMELY EXCITING. you can get high just playing it. Anyway we played by the poolside at first Then we slam the table until super hard! After lunch we played at the table. Then we realised all the glasses on the table were wobbling precariously. So we decided to change venue. To pastor edwin's room! Isaac Daniel and Ian came too. Pastor edwin had fits! (: HAHA. Like, we were not supposed to slap the cards, then his hands like shaking shaking then SLAP then we all laugh and laugh. Joanne: hualalalalalalala! We all had laughing fits. I have slow reactions. After everyone slapped the cards already, my hand is still up there. But anyway, we had a ball of a time. Captains ball after that! Our group kena thrashed. sadddd): nevermind lah. We played monkey with some small kids. Lol. Joanne threw the ball into the sea, cos the place was right next to the sea. AND UNCLE WEE SENG SWAM OUT TO GET IT. MIND YOU IT'S NOT A BEACH it was like, rocks everywhere at the coast. He is our hero. haha. Then we all screamed for him. Then started cheering. After our bath was dinner, then sermon two. That night Pastor michael talked about being filled with the Holy Spirit and having a worshipful heart. It was really meaningful, and Joanne kelyn me natalie and carita went up for the altar call, I have to admit I cried a lot during this camp. At first I was quite neutral, but when they started the song "Consuming fire" and the part "Stir it up in our hearts Lord", My whole head started shaking uncontrollably, It was as if I was shivering, but i wasn't even cold at all! Then i cried. It's such a wonderful feeling to know that God is in our midst. After the sermon was over, Auntie jane told us that she had been praying and fasting for us to mature spiritually and be on fire for the Lord Jesus, And it somehow came true! I mean, even the guys went up for the altar call. Call it some kind of an achievement yes? And she prayed for me and kelyn. So did jie sharon, and i started crying again when she prayed for me. It was, indescribable. We invaded nat and carita's room again! This time with pamela and michelle. Talked talked and talked. That's what girls do. haha! Slept at one plus again. Tuesday 3/6 I couldn't wake up. And joanne had to scream ESTHER! Then i like, (blur) "huh?" I was so sleepy lah, then i was like nodding off during sermon. IT WASN'T COS IT WAS BORING OKAY it was because of my horrible lack of sleep. Sigh! I was trying so hard to keep awake, but my eyes kept closing. AAAAH After lunch was the AMAZING RACE. Unconditional love got FIRST! YAYYYYYYYYYYY It's like they give us 10 pictures and we have to go around malacca trying to find that place, scene or object and get an exact same shot of the thing. There was this number "155", that actually came from a shopping centre locker sign. LOL! Anyway, we rock:D Dinner was at the ballroom, and sermon 4 after that. It talked about forgiveness, I learnt that what it means to truly forgive someone is to release them from that debt that they owe you, and not to blame them anymore. When we forgive God will then bless us more, and we are the beneficiary when we let that debt go. Pastor michael then asked for people who knew that they had to forgive someone in their life 100%, and at first i didn't go. then somehow (aaaaah) I started crying AGAIN in my seat. OH MY GOODNESS. Then joanne pei-ed me to go in front. and there and then, I released everything to Jesus. Yoho, I'm free now! I thought of all the people that i possibly hold grudges against. And there, I said 'I forgive you 100%'; and I felt so light and carefree. :D That night the guys came over to our room to play chocolate yu yuan and taboo. "What do you wear above your lower body?" "Boxers!" "G-string?" "Raffia-string." "Bra!" (Everyone looks weirdly at Ivian) "Er, I meant er, BRA-ces." (Everyone gives skeptical laugh) "You party?" "Naked." WHAT THE/ (Guys burst out in laughter) They are SICK-MINDED I TELL YOU SICK MINDED. They left after a while, and we went to jialer and kelyn's room. DON'T BE SAD OKAY CARITA Don't look down on yourself! Be happy (: Anyway, I found out some stuff that made me terribly disappointed in someone. Somehow, I wish I didn't hear about it. Then i remembered the sermon. And i'll try to forgive, day by day. Thanks kelyn for all your advice(: And i went to sleep that night with a heavy heart. Jialer and kelyn had a ball of a time that night. Haha, happy rightttttt. 4/6 Wednesday. Devotions in the morning, I was reading the book of Isaiah, some chapter. Then these words, "I have redeemed you" jumped out. The words, "I have set you free" come to my mind too. And i was like, "OOOH!" Anyway I remembered those words. Sermon five, Pastor talked about obedience. To be obedient to God, Because God will only give the Holy Spirit to those who obey Him. Haaaaah. I found toenails in front of our seats. -_- EW! Apparently someone had been picking (or chewing) on their nails during sermons. YUCK I TELL YOU. After sermon five was our free time! We went to Makota shopping centre, and went window shopping. Fun eh. Uncle Cheng Kie treated us to Burger King! So sweet of him, but we paid him back anyway. Went to MPH and some other stores. I didn't buy anything anyway. After that me jialer and kelyn went swimming! I were all so afraid to be seen by some people we know except for our friends. Then we were all like, "AAAH QUICK" I haven't swam in a long long while :D haha! The pool was super cool, Like it was on a rooftop and was overlooking the sea. So we swam to the edge and talked again! Nat and joanne came down to watch us (: Bathed, then had our last dinner at church camp ): That night was Holy Spirit night, and me joanne nat and jasmine were the flag bearers! Had to wave flags. Haha, it was fun though. :D :D Then we all jumped jumped jumped. I LOVE LOVE WORSHIP OKAY. After a bit of sermon, Pastor michael asked those who wished to be filled with the Holy Spirit and to receive the gift of tongues to come forward. Then he prayed for us. It was kinda scary, the way some people responded when the Holy Spirit manifested in them. Some screamed and cried, Others shook uncontrollably, Others were slain. And some broke out in loud tongues. That night i didn't really cry as much as the previous two. But i was praying and praying for the Holy spirit to come upon me. Then I heard people praying in tongues. And then pastor michael said that sometimes we had to take the first step. So I tried too, and I sort of can sort of cannot, nevermind, It'll develop as I grow deeper with Him. That night all the girls came over to our room! And joanne and I had to go and chase for money from CG 1 2 3 to give a token of appreciation to Uncle Cheng kie and auntie jane. HAHA isaac was chao funny. He was in the toilet when we entered his room. Joanne: -Bangs door- Isaac! Isaac: -Sticks head through blinds in window- WHAT! Joanne: Pay money for the lunch today. Isaac: HUH WHY? Joanne: To repay uncle cheng kie la! After some fumbling, a 10 dollar bill eventually pops out from under the door. (HE ACTUALLY BRINGS HIS WALLET INTO THE TOILET?!) At this moment, jerone comes and steals a card which then then turns off the toilet light. Isaac shouts. Isaac opens the door and sticks his head out. "OIIII!!!" Joanne notices he isn't wearing a shirt. Joanne: "EH YOU'RE NOT WEARING A SHIRT?!" Isaac: "Yeah lah yeah lah I'm naked now give me the card back JERONE!" Hilarious. Isaac is seriously comical. After that we went to go and ask Daniel and Josiah for cup noodles. They were nice and gave us (: And even peanut biscuits. Haha! Jialer and kelyn were ironing their bra and panties LIKE AH WHO IRONS THOSE KIND OF THINGS! Then me and mich were joking about how you iron those kind of things. I am not going to elaborate. Although it had us in fits this morning. Then we were joking about how people should ring ____'s doorbell and scratch their butts when he opens it. _____ ah,. haiyo, flirt here flirt there. Tsk tsk tsk. Me and nat fell asleep when they were still playing. Joanne : "I like what?" Everyone : "*****!" Joanne: "NO!!!! IT'S NOT! Piano la!" We all woke up super late the next morning, around eight plus. thursday 5/6 Woke up super late, then had our last breakfast. Thanksgiving after that! I was volunteered to share testimony for our CG. Haiyo. So i dragged joanne along with me. So then I spoke about thanking God and uncle cheng kie and auntie jane for all their love. Auntie jane cried when I thanked her! haha (: Man. Then we had lunch, before finally leaving on the coach. I was super sad on the coach lah. CAMP SICK OKAY I WANNA GO BACK OKAY I love my church clique so much. (In no particular order) Jialer, Kelyn, Carita, Nat, Damaris, Joanne. I love you all so much! I miss you all already, all the laughs and fun we had. And all the conversations. It's like I can share all my xin shi to you all. And you all are so sincere and true to yourselves. Thanks for all the love and hugs and talks! I can't wait for sunday. Honestly, You're the best bunch of friends I have ever had yet. ILY!(: Pam and michelle I love you too. You're so nice to talk to and caring and sweet (: Some people are staying back till tomorrow for leaders' retreat. haha Imy. i FINALLY reached singapore around 7 plus, then came home and talked to joanne nat and carita on the phone. Haha. I'm terribly camp-sick now. Let me go wallow in my memories. haha. I miss the hotel room(: __________________________________________ |