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29 December 2008
sliver of thought
{10:05 PM} "All good things come to an end." True, so true. December holidays, the whole time it has gone by in a flash. These months have been bittersweet. Mostly sweet then. Sweet because of what we've accomplished, seen, and said. And regrettably bitter with the flagrant knowledge that this is only a phase. The peak at the top of a mountain. Which we have no way out except to go hurtling down. I try to appreciate this moment. With every sweet moment together with my friends. I try to think : I'm here right now, and this is special. But before i know it, seconds are spinning past and i can't stop the moment from ending. Can't this moment last forever. Can't I ever let it go? __________________________________________ 25 December 2008
{9:11 PM} These songs rock :D Adonai (: Rock VersionLead me to the cross! Yaaaayyy __________________________________________ {8:23 PM}  Merry Christmas! :D One year's passed so fast , awww! Yesterday We were supposed to reach at 5, but i only got there around 530. Hahaha I was busy preparing presents(: Practiced the fireplace night songs first, then went to go and change, do hair and put makeup. Nothing much interesting, except running here and there and taking care of Chestnut, Walnut and Coconut:D Finally, it was our turn. I don't know why, I was nervous like mad ): I was scared I would screw up or something. Then as time got by, the nervousness went away. Yay! And we did it well, I guess. (: Went home rather late, then slept cos I was so completely wiped out. Today Reached church at about 9 plus, and met joanne and pam at the basement. I was listening to Adonai in the car. I am weird. Loud, rock music makes me sleepy. Then we practiced a few rounds, and then went to second level to get changed. Did the same routine as ystd, then walked here walked there. After the dance rehearsal, it was our turn to play. So we had our 1st rehearsal. Relatively okay. Then we played everything again, And i thought it was just the 2nd rehearsal when in fact, it was the real thing! Zomg, I got so cheated okay. So cheated! D: After our 2nd performance: Esther: "Was that our performance?" Pamela: "Yeah." Esther: "..whaaaat?!?!" Oh well, at least i was like, relaxed and all. :D Hehehehe. Stop confusing me nowwwwww. Get outta my head alright! Merry Christmas again! __________________________________________ 24 December 2008
{11:59 PM}   Hahaha, Youth camp 08 rocked! It's Christmas already, And thank God, all issues are resolved now! (Not pertaining to the previous post though, ): ) Tonight's harp performance in church was great, Videos of the rehearsal are on facebook, hahaha. Tomorrow's another one. Woaaah. Forget all about the person esther. Have a merry, merry Christmas! __________________________________________ 23 December 2008
{12:49 PM}  Christmas is in 2 days! Harp performance at fireplace night tomorrow, and Christmas service on thursday :D Enjoyed my time with pamela and joanne yesterday, wheeheeeeee :D Although yesterday was kinda some stuff happened, I also don't know why, but it's quite sad considering it's really close to Christmas already. I hope everything'll be okay. Our practice's coming along quite well, I think we'll have fun. Gtg, adios. :D heeeheeee. __________________________________________ 21 December 2008
{8:54 PM} Esther is back from youth camp! Had a blast, and I'm utterly tired. This is going t be a picture post, yay (: You can click on the smaller ones to see! (: Day 1 Thursday We met in church at 8.30! The sec one girls were practising for worship, so me and joanne just stuck in the harp room, restringing chestnut, then at 9 plus we went to the youth room to gather with everyone, talked a bit. Then we gathered in our groups. Nat and Carita were in mine (yay). After that we packed our bags for Sentosa and took a train to Harbourfront, then to sentosa by monorail. Carita and I were acting bimbotic on the train (Wth hahaha) Carita: "Ooh! The seats are orange!" Esther: "Wow, this thing can move!" Carita: "Like totally!" Seriously the monorail was very cool B) Okay I sound like a mountain tortoise, but whatever k! Headed to the beach, then we had beach games. Fun, not bad. (: Captain's ball with waterbombs and Capture the flags, plus the "will you marry me game". Heehee.  Hahaha damaris and carita (:      Had lunch, spent sometime at the water's edge, plus frisbee, then we washed up and travelled to underwater world. We had some briefing in the seminar room thing about sharks or something, then after a while we travelled to Dolphin Lagoon. Listened to another trainer talk; at one part, she was like: Trainer: "So after a while the dolphins are trained to jump up and touch the balls." {Momentarily silence} Trainer: "Yeah and they touch the balls, not their balls." {More Silence} Us: "Uhhhhhh..okay." Trainer: "Okay, er nevermind." Such a silencio moment, Lol. Waited for a while, then slacked around, cos the show only started at 5.30pm? Talked, and some other stuff. Then finally the show started. Hahah, nice. (: Dolphins are kinda the cutest things in the world. With maybe a few exceptions, but still! We headed back to underwater world, and had our baths. Seriously, the bathroom is just like this container on stilts. It's a wonder it didn't collapse. D: There was this pantyhose inside my cubicle, disgusting lah! D: Then we had a tour of the underwater world, It'd be ages since I went there. I MISS MY JELLYFISH (: They're pink :D  We had this quiz thing hhaha, It was a mad dash around underwater world. The touch pool was cool. But the guys were bullying the starfishes! They flipped them over,put them on rocks, picked them up and dropped them. Amos to the starfish: "EH EH TRAFFIC POLICE STOP WHERE YOU ARE." (A typical sign of an immature guy.) I like touching the stingrays. They felt like jelly.  We saw dory-darling. I like underwater world, eet ees kool :-D Played taitee, (spspspsp) Hahaha, then finally they switched off the light in the tunnel and everywhere. So we hadda go to sleep. We walked through the guys' part in the tunnel: Guys: {Frantically raises torchlights} "WHO'S THAT!" Hahaha and some guy was snoring like a cat, like seriously, "meow." Hilarious, But it was fun, and we were joking that the travellator would start moving in the middle of the night. Fell asleep at 2, after watching the fishes swim to and fro (it's really really nice and serene.) Really. You kinda feel that you're drowned and dead in the bottom of the ocean. And it's peaceful. Day 2 Friday :D I WOKE UP TO CHRISTMAS SONGS PLAYING, AND KELYN SINGING. Woaaaah we were all so afraid that the glass would crack and water would come gushing out. Kelyn: "Noooooeeeellll, Nooooooooooel, {cracks at this point} no-ELLLL, NOEEELLLL." For extra effect, the stingrays looked like they were dancing along with the music. After breakfast we packed up and left for the bus. Reached church, and had our dance workshop! Giraffe kept looking at joanne during the briefing yoz. < :) Then came the steps, It was fun, and utterly fast. I think I heard joints cracking though, heh. heh. After lunch, we started on the amazing race already. Super tired. We were given clues and activities to do at each station, so we ran from fort canning to the esplanade, to city hall mrt, to suntec and back again. My group came in Third! (: Yayyayyayyayyayyayyay I think some people were kinda irritated with us though, cos we kept running around and doing stupid stuff like singing in public places and making a lot of noise ): We just pushed our way into a completely full train full of clean office people. And we were sweaty and smelly. We were stinking up the train can! D: And then with every bit of energy we chiong-ed back to church, all the way. My muscles ached like mad D: But it was fun! (: We had the night sermon, and watched the Passion of the Christ. It really touched me so much I cried lots when watching the video. Then they had an altar call, Images of Christ on the cross kept flashing through my mind. And as I worshipped, I really thought of how great Jesus was to do that for me. Cried bucketloads. We had supper, then prepared for bed already. James was kiaping Kyser la! (ew.) Day 3 Satz Woke up, and had even more terrible muscle aches. (Augh) Morning devotion, and then it was sermon again. After lunch was free time. We had captain's ball, but were kinda useless anyway. We got our Ben and Jerry's (Ah.) The guys were playing truth or dare, and we were sitting a few tables away, So we kinda got dragged into the picture. The guys' dares were the ultimate. Zhiwei got put into a dustbin and covered up (twice.) Zhiwei was dared into putting on hot red skinnies with shirt tucked in and doing jumpingjacks. Kyser was dared into taking a picture with Nat and making a heart sign with their hands. Caleb was forced to cam-whore as a twit with the girls (us.) But totally fun to watch (: We bathed, and moved up to the sanctuary. Then we had our Youth Rally, and totally got high on Jesus. Really, How great is our God. We went home in the end, (: yay I heartx heartx Youth camp 08 worhxz B) Misc Pictures :D __________________________________________ 16 December 2008
{6:43 PM}  I promise I will not ramble about Edward Cullen and his immense hot-ness. Instead, I will use my $50 Borders gift card to go and buy New Moon and Eclipse. And maybe Breaking Dawn. The cashier will think I'm nuts. :D Heehee. Youth Camp's in one day, I hope it'll be fun! Had a sneak peek at the activities that are going to happening. Not bad, it's quite okay. I'm in charge of accomodation. Ha, I can tell people where to sleep. I will congest the rooms. (hehe.) Imagine feet-in-mouth situations. Don't need to brush teeth in the morning already. w00t w00t (omg this is so beng, thanks di) __________________________________________ 15 December 2008
{1:46 PM}   Okay, Someone slap me. I've officially joined the twilight-fanatic gang. I stayed up from 12am to 7am reading. (That's shows you how much of a fanatic I am) Ugh, Edward's too good to be true, Bella's unbelievably lucky. I borrowed Nat's book yesterday, took it home, opened the first few pages. And almost literally, fell headfirst into the story. Stephenie Meyer, You are a genius. I can't wait to watch the movie! It's rated PG-13 thank goodness, heehee. I like the part when Edward holds her against him. When he saves her from the accident. Too bad the movie cast isn't really hit-the-nail-on-head. Edward Cullen can be hotter! Bella looks pretty enough. But his eyes, ah.! -Slumps to the ground- From black to topaz. -Faints.- I'm going to sink my teeth into New Moon, heheheh. (Pun intended) P.S I've the first 12 chapters of Midnight Sun! Omg. 264 pages of reading to do. Anyway, enough about Edward Cullen fantasies, I love this song from Yiruma. Enjoy! __________________________________________ 12 December 2008
ich liebe dich
{5:31 PM} and i can only watch, and i can only watch, as you tumble helplessly down that traphole. hurts me till i can't feel anymore. yet i can only watch, as you fall. My words, soundless. Meaningless. I can only watch you through the screen. As you, incognizant, take the plummet into the ravine. Too much is at stake. Set fire, Burn. __________________________________________ 09 December 2008
{5:01 PM}  Heehee, I know your tongue is lolling out of your mouth now. Esther the baking mama just baked cookies. They're hard on the outside and soft inside. Eh i thought cookies were meant to be hard everywhere. Anywayyy. Enjoy the visual delight of my cookies yoz :D I'm supposed to be practicing my piano, but what the helly boom (I still remember chezzie!) Hahaha imma slack manz. (All the words with the zacks at the back are influenced by carita and jerone.) Harp performance this sat at suntec, the rock! Oh my oh my. I hope I don't have any glitches, Scared scared scared. Fingers, do not let me down, Or I will personally torture you one by one. (Fine maybe I won't.) I love church, Oh yay i love church. I love church to the bottom of my heart, yay. __________________________________________ 08 December 2008
{10:33 PM} I don't know what to blog about! ): Sometimes I'm scared of the truth. I don't want to know what reality really feels like. I'm afraid that my parents won't be around for me anymore. I'm scared next year I won't fit in. I'm paranoid that my friends will leave me out. I'm uncertain about my future. I don't know what I'm going to be next time. I leave it all to God in Jesus' name. Every circumstance, situation and outcome. It's all under his control, And I know He's watching from above. Jesus take the wheel. Amen. __________________________________________ 05 December 2008
{11:28 AM} Heehee, I'm back from serembannnn! So much to say. But the previous years were more fun. Not much happened, except joanne chased jerone around the basketball court (New target, mhmhm.) And kelyn kept silencioing. Kelyn: Yeah yeah! (says some auntie stuff) Heeeheeeheeeheeeheee!! Everyone: -silence- Everyone: SILENCIO! HAHAHA over 100 times i bet already. Imma upload picuresz yo!  Joanne and her sports bra pooh. Lol.  Damaris, Joanne and Me!  The grasslands of Malaysia, :D  Kelyn's hair looks poucha 0_o  HAH JERONE AND HIS GAY HAIRBAND  The dorm living room! :D  Mighty !  Jewel (:  Sunset from among the bushes (:  JOANNE LER IS A SIGNBOARD.  Practising for worship. Nice wave joanne.  CARITA AND NAT.  Kelyn is happily sitting beside Jerone. Lol.  The Da Francis Pose. HA JERONE LOOKS LIKE AN INDIAN MAN  Unglam.  Unglammer.  Unglammest. My goodness, Kelynnnn! (Shake head.) Hahaha, Chinese worship tomorrow. Lol they're singing some really cheena opera song. Eeeeek. Help. I can't attend service again ): __________________________________________ |
