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29 April 2008
{8:11 PM} We got into the second round of the TJC science challenge! (: YAYYYYYYYYYY And joanne is going for church camp! (: YAYYYYYYYYYY I really can't wait for the June hols to come. YAYYYYYYYYYY Okay enough. I shall stop being insensible. YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. SHUDDUP ESTHER. Today during the NSW science thingy, I literally fell asleep while doing the paper. Like, My pen was in my hand, And my head was looking down at the paper, And guess what! I was sleeping. and dreaming about something. And then suddenly I woke up, And i thought; eeehhhhhhhhhhhh time to go to school. Then i realised where I was, And i was like; EH! WHAT HAPPENED! The crazy happenings. __________________________________________ 28 April 2008
{6:35 PM} Well okay fine, We'll never disturb you again, i shall disappear from ur sights forever. aren't those the exact same words you told me. If you truly wanted things to last you wouldn't have kept avoiding the problem. You made me happy, then you made me not-so-happy again. Ohwell, it's just sad then. I can't wait for church campppppppppppppp It's going to be a blast! YAY YAY YAY YAY I hope Joanne can go ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Geography sucks; you can study till your brain explodes. The harp SYF song is hard like mad eh! Some 'Theme and Variation' thingy. Then we keep changing levers, change and change and change so much! I think harp players should have a third arm transplanted into them. So cool! Nah. What I do in the bus: - sleep - think about stuff - observe people outside the window - try not to fall asleep - scrutinize people sitting near me - reminiscence I love bus rides. I love the weekends. I love bananas! I love d&m I love the ah wang show. Yes, and that is precisely what I am going to do now; watch the nice ah wang show. Second last episode! Goodbye! __________________________________________ 25 April 2008
{8:22 PM} my brother is snorting. haha, Lol. Reading someone's tagboard makes me laugh so badly. Especially hilary's tag. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA and then the busybody otherwise known as "..." goes all curious. "yea sure" "i will keep it a secret" And then "Guest" starts on all his oh-i-don't-know-anything pretence again. Yeah right, you don't know hilary. Ha. Your nose is growing longer by the minute. I'm slacking again! I keep procrastinating. Oh did I mention I love the ah wang show? Channel 8 7pm! I think Ah wang is very cute, but his voice is kinda irritating sometimes. Haha, i shall not be mean, It's so nice to watch lah! I'm going to start on my story for budding writers. Whoohoo! (((: Common tests are next friday already, Can you believe it? It seemed like just yesterday when I was still in scgs. And now, I'm like, SEC TWO. HAAAAAAH! Okay I'm going to stop procrastinating and digressing and guaiguai go and study. Goodbye! __________________________________________ 24 April 2008
{6:39 PM} Ahah. Now I can't wait till after common tests. More chatting with Hilllll! :DDDDDDDD And the June Holidays! Meeting up! Finally. Last night was so wonderful, all the encouragements were so great. It made me feel so much better! What you said really makes sense; Friends that really cared about you would stick together with you no matter what you did. And by doing so, they'd take the opportunity to correct you, helping you become a better person. That's what friends are for; Helping each other benefit and improve(: I don't really care much about what happens now, As long as I know that I have done nothing that's against my conscience, I continue to grow in the Lord, And I still have the people that are most important to me, Who on earth cares what others think of me? Oh yes, go ahead and gossip and say all you want, I've learnt not to care anymore. :D My joy comes from within, and not caused by external factors. And who knows? This'll just turn out all perfect in the end. Jer 29:11 (NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." I don't know what I'd do without Hilary. Sometimes I really wish we were in the same school ): Thanks Hil, Love you! From the rock-bottom of my heart. __________________________________________ 23 April 2008
{5:10 PM} This is crazy. For goodness sake leave your real name when you tag! I'm meant to be studying now; but oh well, i'm slacking. My history map test sucked mannnn! TWO over FIVE. Ha. Ha. I PASSED CHINESE! YAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I can't stand it when people write or leave messages and don't put their names. Some idiot left some voicemail again today. Waste people's time. Tsk. So irritating! Little boys and girls, Next time when you grow up you cannot be like that okay. Oh btw, Ammonia smells bad. Like really, BADDDDD. Even a fart smells better than ammonia. How I hate ammonia, it intrudes into your nose and starts stinging it. Then mrs chong said that it smells like the Gents. But why Gents?! Male and female urine got difference one meh. Tag replies: CHAR: Yay! But I hope you really do come back :O natalie:HELLO(: Anon/dotsdots/dotter: Haha. You are hilarious. Hilary: Oh well. Tonight!! (((: Dylan: Thanks(: You must join the campaign and fight for the saving of the earth:D Jolene: Yeah lorrrrrrrr. thelurves: Okay . Whoever you are, philosophical person, I half don't get what you're really saying. Thank you anyway! kitchong: Lol what happened? haha. that scented waft. reminded me of the times with you alone, I tried imagining those memories again. But as quick as it came, It left. Leaving me with reality, Reminiscing of those days gone by. Someone save me, how on earth do I write a personal statement? esther is off on a date! with I'm two-timing babehh! HaHa, Whatever. :D __________________________________________ 18 April 2008
{1:52 PM} Today was x-country! At bedok reservoir park -_- so far away. Practically everyone walked the whole way lah! Everyone was kinda un-enthu about it, so yeah. I realised something. I can never take a bus ride without sleeping. Kinda dumb though. I haven't made up for the sleep-at-4am-night yet. It's really funny, In every class there will the more-extrovertic people, the average-sane-normal people And the slightly-under-enthusiastic-and-extrovertic people. And usually the slightly-under-enthusiastic-and-extrovertic people get left out and don't get bothered about. So I wonder, why is it that others shun and try to avoid these people? I mean, It's not their fault they were brought up in a different environment, so they tend to be shy-er and more quiet. I think it's mean of people to call others names, and talk bad behind shy people's backs, just because they aren't as expressive as others are. If you really can't bring yourself to like them, at least leave them alone. They have done nothing against you. I used to be like that last time, but I'm trying to change, How would I feel if I were in their shoes? I want to stop preaching. I feel like blogging photos.  The sky was so blue that day, I couldn't resist taking a photo of it. Aaaaaaaaah.  This is what bored people do when they're, well, bored. Btw, that's a switch drawn on with permanent marker. :D I'm going to continue on with Friday Night. My wonderful novel!((((: - __________________________________________ 14 April 2008
{11:46 PM} Finishing a geography project at 11.46pm at night isn't exactly a very good idea for an educational lifestyle. Neither is printing 22 pages worth of coloured images and words good for a financial aspect. NEITHER IS not bathing at 11.47pm at night very good for a physical well-being. GAAAAH, too much influence by the geography project. Edit, collate. I'm never doing this again i promise. Join the fart-on-a-plant club. And save the earth. There is carbon dioxide in a fart. So when you fart on a plant, the plant will photosynthesize and produce oxygen, reducing greenhouse gases and saving the World! So says the environmentalist expert. AAAH, whatever. __________________________________________ 13 April 2008
{4:42 PM} Today's service was so meaningful, And it applied so much to me. For the first time in my life, I listened to every word the speaker said, holding on to every syllable, knowing that this was not simply a coincidence that this was being preached during the sermon, but because God was speaking through the speaker, to me. The speaker preached about David being pursued and hated by Saul, Even though he did not do anything against Saul. When David served Saul in the beginning, Saul wanted to kill David, but David never took revenge, And even though God did not vindicate straightaway, We know that at the end, David became a successful King, Even when Saul was no longer around, David spoke well of him. Seems to tell me how I should behave eh? Ignore everything and be oblivious, Get on with my slightly-not-so-optimistic life. I learnt today; Grief is not something we should avoid, It is a natural part of any human being's emotional process. Everyone has a right to grieve, and that includes Christians. Grief is just a process which everyone must take, to prepare us for the worse things that happen in the future. If we never experience emotional times, We'll just remain a delicate porcelain, broken once anything hits it. And through this grief, we grow up, we mature. And we become wiser, and not so naive and straight. Last night's chat cheered me up so much, It made me that happy girl once again, even if it was just for a few hours. I laughed, I spilt everything out from my heart, and how I felt, I became like that secondary one girl again, the girl who looked on the bright side of everything. At the end of it, even though that person fell asleep on me, D: There was this greater degree of optimism that i sensed, I'm not alone in this crisis after all. I want to thank that person, for empathizing with me, and for hearing all the lor-sor things i had to say. And for staying up with me to talk so much, I found out many things which I had never known before too, Momentarily it made me forget my difficulties. 5 hours is a record that has never been broken before. I'm surprised we actually could talk so much. I appreciate you very much, And i never want to lose this friendship ever. I don't want to hear what you have to write anymore, Because what good will it do me, knowing what you perceive about me? I'd rather concentrate on what's important in my life now. Treasuring my remaining faithful friends who still believe in me, And growing to be a stronger, more mature person. I momentarily thought about life last night, and i realised, you never do know your expiry date. And when your expiry date arrives, have you completed what you wanted to do in your life? Have you truly made the most out of the time you had. Are you ready to face God with the confidence that He'll say: "Welcome home." Ahaha, I'll get on with whatever that i have the responsibility to fufill. Jesus loves me this I know, that's what matters most. __________________________________________ 12 April 2008
{1:27 PM} First of all, If i was just hanging around you to make myself look good, Would I spend time and effort to help you when you called me? Would I bother to take the time to talk to you? Would I still hang on to the call when I really needed to go? Why, I could have just not bothered about what you said, And start sucking-up to you again the next day. If a person just wants to be with you for what they can get out of you, they won't bother caring about you, encouraging you, being there for them when they need you. Being happy and loud with you, And being quiet and sad with you. If i wanted to hang around for popularity's sake, Would i make friends with other not-so-extrovertic people in our class? Would i choose to be with other people sometimes? By the way, I am not a fly. Neither do I hang around people like one. Secondly, Who's leaving who now? Do you think i look down on you? Everyone is better than others in different aspects. And that includes you. You make friends so easily, You talk so fluently, You can make your point so clearly, whereas I can't. I suggested that we give an explanation note, but because of the fact that you can express what we mean to say better than I can, I preferred you to write the body. We wrote the letter, to explain why her name wasn't inside. and not to use you as a pawn to spite others. If you don't believe me, Then you weren't exactly the most trusting friend in the whole wide world either. __________________________________________ {1:47 AM} Sometimes troubles turn out to be blessings in disguise. Making a 180 degree change and stabbing others in the back isn't exactly an example of a faithful friend. So isn't going around telling others things that are not true. Friends don't attain their prestigious titles just because they laugh and have fun with you, They truly deserve to be called friends, when they stick by you and tell you what you did wrong in a hope that you will change. Friends don't hang up when you need them badly, Friends don't change sides just because everyone else is on the other side, Friends don't leave you in the lurch, And friends definitely don't say sorry without meaning it. I trusted you to be together with me, and trust me, through everything. Seems what i perceptualized was just virtual. When it's you against the world, Friends make it Two, against the world. I forgive you for all the things that you have done, Be it known or unbeknownst to me. Even though i don't know why you have done it. I have apologised for anything i have done wrong, Whether accidental or out of rash-ness, Fulfilling my responsibility. If you are going to go around spreading stuff to other people after reading this, if you ever do, I forgive you too. Oh well, Maybe Jesus has better plans for me. 'Plans not to harm you but to prosper you.' 'Plans for a hope and a future.' He was merely opening my eyes through this, To see what's really in other people. Well life's never always smooth-sailing is it? Bad times build you up to be a stronger person. I will survive and be happy, As long as Jesus never leaves nor forsakes me, As long as I have my darling parents by my side. As long as there's still people who believe in me. As long as there's Hilary to talk to. It's two already. At least the geog project's done. Whoohoo. Rest assured i won't cry anymore. __________________________________________ 08 April 2008
{8:34 PM}  STEPH AHAHAHAHAHA!  Glam!  UNGLAMMMMMMM!!  Glam!  Glam!  Average.  Glam!  Glam!  Unglam): That's all! No more! HAAAAH! I think the super embarrassing photo is the most hilarious. Steph says i look like a chicken. !! Piercing number two rocks my world. __________________________________________ 07 April 2008
{9:16 PM} I was thinking; one day I'm going to create an entire blog post that's just full of pictures. Hopefully the not-so-unglam-ones. Goodness, I look unglam like mad in every photo i take. One day, I'll do something anyways. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh. Love's just like that cute guy in the class. You want him to go away so you can concentrate. But once he's gone, You wish he'd come back. __________________________________________ {8:30 PM} Thanks to my loyal and heartwarming spammers, I have to dedicate every post to replying tags. Here goes! Althea:HIIII(: Ivyna: Nevermind, the fact that you bother to tag already shows your hidden love for me. Priscilla: Ask your body to grow more! I KNOW i pull from your head clara pull from your toes. STRETTTCCHHHH. Clara: Okay okay! Yes that's a compliment darl. Mel: ENOUGH WITH THE UNGLAMS FINE I LOOK UNGLAM EVERYWHERE OKAAYYYYYY! YARR! the horse shall turn violent if this continues. Priscilla: Yeah. What you told me was hilarious. "Oi.. how you noe?" AHAHAHA. OOPS I forgot, you're not supposed to be priscilla. I'm sorry, Babara. Clara: ASKDFHAOSFHASKLFH! EXCUSE ME!?! what esther's ***?!?! I WANT TO DELETE THIS TAG RIGHT NOW! or maybe i won't. Or it'll hurt your feelings. Priscilla: YES, FUN. FUN, YES. Okay. At this juncture, I'm going to talk about Quispiam Novus 2008, otherwise known as the anglican high choir concert. Melodi and I had a blast! The place is posh like mad, then everyone was coming, in what, wedding dresses (as mel calls it.) When the show started, the choir people one by one walked onto the stage. Me and melodi were like, "Where's hilary!" And scanning each person. And alas! We spotted a very cute sweet girl in a ponytail. HILARY! Then they started singing all their choir songs. SO PRO! Now i see how they got gold with honours for SYF! i especially liked the second song. Then we were awed. You know when some performance is really good, I'll get goosebumps. Arm, leg, everywhere. And that night, I kept getting it! Especially at the really good part. Then i looked at hilary, And thought, WAH, she's really singing with passion eh! Anyway, there was a 20 minute interval AND AFTER THAT, they staged high school musical! Melodi was saying that she would jump up and start dancing. And i warned her that if she did i would disown her. So (THANK GOD) she didn't. Then they were singing stick to the status quo, And i saw hilary in pink! AHAHA SO CUTE! And i discovered something, Behind that loose anglican high blouse of hers, Hilary actually has quite a shapely figure. We were sitting like, at the back of the audience, and we noticed the curves! AHAHAHAHAHA! Note: We are not perverted. We just notice things more than others do. Dear dear hilary. We had so much fun, and all the choir members are so talented. I am impressed! ahah. After the show, we tried to look for her backstage, but then we decided not to, cos people were giving us weird looks. SUNDAY Sunday, was fun. We played captain's ball in church! Josiah and Jasmine were so cute, They were both trying to catch the ball, then they ran into each other and fell down onto the field! And mind you, Jasmine was on top of Josiah. WAAAH, super embarrassing. Joanne broke the chair again. :D Then i told her that the chair simply had to break, cos the 'force' from someone leaning against it was much too great. AAH, the power of love. I'm powerless. I shall not talk about the ball i threw that hit someone's erm. heh. Yeah. Steph got her earbone piercing. And i can guess whatever she's wanting to tell me just from her face. Tried, and proven. Thursday! Number two, babehh! MONDAY NAPFA today! I did, average. 3 As and 2 Bs. The shuttle run sucked man, My socks sucked. So slippery. Standing broad jump, I was happy to get a B. Now let's just hope for an A for 2.4. Enough for the day. Goodbye! By the way, It's disappointing; Not, dissapointing. __________________________________________ 05 April 2008
{9:35 AM} OMG OMG OMG OMG I LOVE PRIS AND MEL SO MUCH(: It's the wonderful feeling of getting spammed. I don't know why people hate it. Oh wait. It's the wonderful feeling of getting spammed WITH LOVE(: Yes, With love. I shall reply the spams! Melodi- YES YES Now it's less than 10 hours to it! :DDDD Yes i won't forget the dress code! I'm excited toooooo! Stop it with the advice aaaaaah! Enough! :O Kitchong - I see! Okay.(: Priscilla - HAHAHA You're as bad as me, getting rid of other people's tags. I'm Molly! Or a horse. or, erm, beatrice. Lol. Yay, stealing people is our profession; the thing is how are we supposed to get it done. =.= lolll! GUESS WHATT. The great admirable astonishing secret is revealed! I'm growing taller and taller. HAHAH! :D Last time i used to be shorter than sylvia. SUDDENLY, i discovered yesterday, THAT I'M THE SAME HEIGHT AS HER. hah! And i used to be a few cm taller than my harp. But now, I'm one head taller than Fifi. haha! My mum: "Oh dear" I'm a TALL-ALL-ALLIE(: Don't be sad clara, I adore your absolutely cute-shortness. So adorable! HAAAAAH. __________________________________________ 04 April 2008
{6:45 PM} Very strangely, my blog has become very alive all of a sudden. Thanks Pris and Melodi for spamming it!(: HAHA, i feel showered with love. Tag replies: Clara-Yay! I keep laughing at the video. Lol. YAY I WANNA SEE ON MONDAY K!(: interesting! Hilary- Okay okay! I can't wait! :D so can't melodi. She's being going over and over about it. Kitchong - errrrr. like he would. (: thanks for tagging!But how did you find my blog ah?! Althea- HAHA! Then jelly = ESTHER HAHAHA. Priscilla - YES LET'S COLLABORATE AND steal him! :DDDD YES WHY DOES CLARA ALWAYS GET THE HOT GUY HUHHHH. i love you babara! Melodi - YES! YES! ONE MORE DAY! Eh please! Like that's true. aha.(: LIST OF 14 THINGS WHERE STEPH GOT PHYSICAL (accidentally(: )= #1 Whacked me on the nose. #2 Stamped on my foot #3 Hit me in the face #4 Hit me with a waterbottle #5 pushed me against a rail #6 Poked me with an umbrella #7 Hit me on the arm #8 Groped me #9 Punched me on the arm #10 Punched me on the arm again #11 Groped me on the thigh #12 Groped me on the butt #13 Ku-ti-ed my face. #14 Slapped my face. Great, You can officially put a sign on me "Stephanie Tan's Punching Bag" Owch. __________________________________________ 03 April 2008
{5:52 PM} URGHHHH! I WANNA PUT THIS SUPER SHIOK VIDEO UP! but cannot!! ): go watch go watch! HAHA. Piercings blooper 1 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XUbqfFYyXRg&NR=1 Don't ask me why my hair is like that. I also have no idea. Piercings blooper 2 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PUiL_MZzvcc AHAHAHA, SO LAME. __________________________________________ {4:36 PM} E*** is.. whoo. HAHA. He came to school yesterday yesterday! Me clara and priscilla went to go meet him. I was like, (: MY NEW EYE-CANDY! I just hope he doesn't read this. HAHAHAH people who are in the 'secret' will know what i'm talking about. Everyone found out Mr lim was colour-blind today. And everyone was like, "cool!!" No wonder he said the pink-purple graph line was BLUE. AAAAH! So coooool(: I wonder how it would be like to be colour blind. He sees all of us as greeeen!D: And he sees shabbna as black. Oh dear. that sounded a bit racist. Whoooooooops. "As you all know, potatoes are GREEN" oh maaan. TWO MORE DAYS(: YAHAHA! I shall go and dream about E*** now. ah. Goodbye! __________________________________________ |