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29 February 2008
{6:42 PM} my pathetic disastrous recount of the moelc visit ): happily, after school i arranged to meet melodi at 3.45 to 4 at the moelc. at 3.45 sharp, i was at the bus stop. waitity wait wait. 3.55 sees someone familar, hides face. watches cars go by, hope i see Melodi's dad's car, no sign. My leg is burning in the sun. 4.03 Yingjia: Hello? Me: YINGJIA! where are you ah? Yingjia: At home. Me: Gapes with mouth open. HUHHH?!!?! Yingjia: Yeah, melodi says she's doing her homework so she'll be late. Me: GAPES even wider. WHAAAAAAT? Yingjia: Yeah, i'll be late too. bye! Me: ... bye. 4.11 < < stares blankly into space. looks at leg. it's turning chao da. leg feels very hot. squints in sun. sees guys from J1I. tries desperately to look the other way. guy stares at me. act as if nothing has happened. 410 passes. 53 passes. 4.15 < Hilary: Hello? Me: HILARY! where are you? Hilary: ohhh. i'm on the mrt. Me: *complains about current situation* Hilary: SORRY DEAR, i'll try to come soon. < Me: okay. is getting pissed off. thinks of going home. remembers that hilary has a letter for her. decides to persevere on. starts sweating. continues clutching onto bag, and looks around. 410 comes again. feels sleepy. the leg is really getting very hot. watches the cars go by. 4.23 decides to concede to fate and walk in. thinks i see someone i know, heaves a sigh, mistaken identity. stands at one end of the canteen. looks around. SPOTS A PINAFORE WITH A WHITE BELT .... MELODI?!?!? dashes desperately up to her. Me: MELODI!! (literally screams) i'm gonna kill you, you know how long you made me wait? Melodi :(nonchalantly) huh, oh okay. (checks messages) (laughs) You see, the really big problem with esther huang is that, she cannot be (or act) angry for nuts. not whenever she needs to anyway. so naive esther huang just acts as if nothing has happened and obediently follows melodi along. Melodi: I NEED TO DO JAP HOMEWORK! Me: orh, okay go do lor. Conclusion: Hilary arrives just as i leave D: and i spend 40 minutes waiting to go there for 5 minutes. Second conclusion: i'm never going there on a frequent basis again. really. like really really. like once in a blue moon. and i shall talk to hilary more. and we'll go out! MOVIE GO-OUT((((((: during the hols! OH BTW, I'M GOING TO NEW ZEALAND! OH HOW I LOVE THE SHEEEEEEP(: I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT HEAVENLY PLACE. AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT I'M GOING. 23 may! OMG I CAN'T WAIT. :DDDD happy happy happy happy. thought of the day: Happiness shouldn't always be affected by exterior factors. If things don't go the way as planned, so be it. Jesus loves me, this I know. I really want to thank God for my results. And for helping me find that library book. and for helping me be able to go to NZ. and for making whatever's being happening the whole week happen. so that i'll accomplish His plan for my life. If he doesn't want things to go the way I really want it, i concede. Now i'm really confused. if there was one thing i ever desired in this entire world, it would be a time machine. Go back in time, correct my mistakes, relive that joy that now fills me with melancholia. Laugh through the past, Live the past, Snatch back my past. oh how i adored the simple innocent naive days of secondary 1. __________________________________________ |