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31 March 2008
{4:01 PM}  HAHAHAHA STEPH'S SMILING UNGLAM HAHAHAHA CLICK TO ZOOM! AAAAAH MY MOUTH IS BURNT! Homec was disastrous. I made such a beautiful menu card, Ironically, i forgot to bring it. AAAAAAAAAAH! ): AND THE BEST, I was making pasta for the practical test; I forgot to bring the pasta sauce. Last year, I was making chocolate muffins, I FORGOT THE CHOCOLATE. Steph is no longer the ultimate. Esther huang is now the new ultimate stupid. sigh. I was happily tasting wye syn's NICENICENICE mac and cheese, and suddenly when i put it into my mouth, i realised it was too hot. Then i started jumping up and down. Screaming, AAAUGHHH HOT End result? There's this big patch of red skin on the roof of my mouth. The only thing i could manage tonight was the soup. My life is kinda sadistically interesting. But people are perplexing beyond belief. Perplexing beyond my comprehension. Absolutely weird. Irritating, Idiotic. VERRRYYYYY STUPID! Especially tall and hairy guys who pay people to take pictures of others! Their dicks really ought to be kicked. Yeah. And short and irritating guys who agree to do the job. Getting wanted for your picture is way worse than getting stalked okay. URGH! Can you imagine, people chasing after you with cameras. my mouth is still burnt. ): SAAAAAAAAAAAD. SATURDAY!SATURDAY!SATURDAY! Hilary's choir concert! yay. __________________________________________ 30 March 2008
{10:01 PM} HAHAHAHAHA STEPH IS THE ULTIMATE HILARIOUS. Steph: eh tell me what happened that you were supposed to tell me! Me: No. Steph: EH TELL ME! PLEASE! NOW! NOW! Me: Tomorrow! Steph: EH PLEASE LEH TELL ME I WANT TO KNOW NOW! Me: You need to learn how to wait in suspense. Steph: EH NO!!! TELL MEE! NOWWWW! I WANT TO KNOW! Me: Wait can! Steph: NOW! OR ELSE I DON'T WANT TO TELL YOU ANYMORE THAT HAPPENED. Me: You got anything to tell meh. Steph: I GOT SOME MORE TO TELL YOU! Me: I don't want to know anymore anyway. Steph: Silence. Me: EH DON'T LIKE THAT! DON'T LIKE THAT! Me: TELL ME! TELL ME! __________________________________________ {8:38 PM} YAY i got my history book back. wheeheeeees(: YAY Hilary's choir concert on saturday YAY I'm going with Melmel. URGH school tomorrow YAY I can't wait for new zealand. HAHA yes hilary that photo is hilarious. I think Clarence is a turn-off name. No offence to anyone by the name of clarence. I won't say anything lest people who aren't supposed to read it read it. Instead, I shall use Hilary's good idea. I- think- I'm- in-. CAPITAL D COLON! CAPITAL D COLON! CLOSED BRACKET COLON! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! PANIC. __________________________________________ 29 March 2008
{9:33 PM} St nicks' carnival was fun! (: Met althea and samantha kang at around 2, then we walked aimlessly around. Althea and sam wanted to ride the little ponies. HAHA! They looked so cute. Then we saw elvina, and decided to ride the big green wheel. WAH, it feels like you're being pressed against the sides. me and althea were screaming like crazy. I bet we were screaming the loudest. When we finished, We were like - cannot walk straight! we met alison after that. did some things, went to the nursery, which was actually kinda a rip-off. $2 for 10 minutes. For a room. lol. And we went to the haunted house. We kinda cut-queued D: whoops! Saw fabian and kevin there. Then althea and alison gave me $6 so i could go in with them. AT FIRST, We went in, and there were people with painted faces. SCARYSCARY I was like first, so i was super scared at first. AND. I freaked I screamed and screamed and tried to run back, and althea and alison STOPPED ME. I was like aaaaah i wanna getout I WANNA GETOUT! So i retreated to the third place. and i closed my eyes, and grabbed tight to alison and walked and walked. after a while, I SUDDENLY STOPPED FEELING SCARED! HAHA! HAHA! YAHA! And I realised that they weren't scary at all. I started saying hi to everyone i saw. HAHA, Me: HI!!!! *WAVE* People in painted faces: *Look shocked* People in painted faces: ....... Me: Walk on. And there was this tunnel where we had to crawl through, anyway, Itwas fun. GTG, BYE(: __________________________________________ 28 March 2008
{5:21 PM} YAY CLARA THANK YOU FOR RENOUNCING ME 'LOVED'. I LOVE YOU TOO! WO AI AI NI! iie lurbxzx euuxx worhxzxz. HAHAHAHAHA, WE WILL SHALL ALL OUR NICE SECRETS WITH EACH OTHER AND READ EACH OTHERS' MESSAGES(: MY SECRETS ARE YOURS AND VICE VERSA!:D THANK YOU MELODI, MY DARLING FRIEND AND DEAR POSTWOMAN. RAAAAH TO YOU TOO. I love elvina's dog. WAGSY(: She (the dog) loves me too. I was grooming wagsy. And she lost so much fur, AAAAH SHE'S BALDING. Thanks to our dear favourite dog, i got covered in fur too. Today was sports' day! WHEEHEE. we sweated like pigs! And wrote "Go Dodsworth" on Steph's yellow umbrella. HAHA, LOLLLL. Dodsworth came in secondary sch champion! Primary school Dodsworth cannot suck any worse. YAHAHAHAHAHA CG TONIGHT! I'm going to make fun of ian like crazy. YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Yam Lim Kai Mei. YAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Trust him to call me ezzie huang tree branch! Tsk. :D Today, Is a happy day. I am a happy girl. Neigh, I am a horse. Yarhar! Unfortunately I felt mean today. Whoohoo! Whatever. __________________________________________ 27 March 2008
{4:41 PM} GAH, i slept on the bus again. I always sleep on the bus. And i hit my head on the window, stupid me. Anyways, There was some hole in the bus ceiling and the rain was leaking in D: Horrible! Today was a horrendous walk home. It was raining utterly heavy, and even though there was a sheltered walkway, the wind blew the rain in; and i felt as if i was walking through a fountain. The rain got heavier, and soon I was trying to hide from a full-blown hurricane. The wind pushed me off the pavement, I was like eeeeeek! And i couldn't walk properly. ): And it was cold and wet ): And my umbrella turned inside out. ): A simple 20 metre unsheltered walk drenched me completely.): By the time i reached the lift lobby, My shoes were flooded like fish tanks,): Needless to comment about my pinnafore and bag.): And there was something downright wrong with the lift. I got in, pressed the floor number, and the lift door closed. But the lift didn't move. I pressed again. And it still didn't move. I PANICKED! And it still didn't move. I pressed the button like crazy! And the doors opened. When i got out the doors closed again. Then opened. And closed, and repeated it again and again. I got into the other lift, AND THE SAME THING HAPPENED. I was like shit i live on the twenty**th floor and i'm supposed to walk up there? THANK GOODNESS, the lift finally relented and moved up. I was thoroughly soaked when i reached. The lifts are creepy. I wanted to post a picture of me and pamela during pastor's wedding, since the photo was taken beautifully. Unfortunately i realised i looked, weird. So i decided not to. Yaha! I'm thinking of changing my blog url. Maybe I should. __________________________________________ 25 March 2008
{8:40 PM} So you know steph whacked my nose and stamped on my foot yesterday. NEW ADDITION: I got hit in the face by her. I shall not use the word "punched", because it was accidental. Dear ol' steffieweffie would never get violent. My house tee shirt is too small for me. Sports' Day on friday! Die I think i'm getting sick NOOOOOOOOOOO! __________________________________________ 24 March 2008
{10:27 PM} I think putting together relations between people are fun. Especially people at loggerheads with one another. Oh dear, i'm being sadist. Blog-reading is fun too. Especially people at loggerheads' blogs. I got smacked in the nose and stamped on the foot by our dear stephanie tan. It's bad enough that she's accident-prone, It's even worse that it rubs off on others. She was plucking the harp string. Then her entire hand whacked right into my face! And as usual, She laughed. I like reading archives. Whoohoo. Do you want to know the astounding, awe-inspiring secret? The wonderful, mysterious secret? The secret: I haven't bathed at 10.31 at night. I'm a horrible dirty workaholic girl. Some idiot keeps calling me on my hp. And when i shouted at her/him to stop being irritating she/he put down. URGH! Irritating handphone bugs. I have suddenly discovered how to check who blocks me on MSN. Anyway it's all filled with people i'm not close to. I shall continue residing just as chirpily so long as Hilary, my blog and my memories exist. Goodness, I sound like a bird. Goodnight darlings! LOVES(: __________________________________________ 23 March 2008
{3:55 PM} It's funny; Everyone's falling in love with my previously favourite Gospel song - Who am I. My current favourite is - I see Grace! __________________________________________ {3:20 PM} Today is Easter! Yes. Easter. The day when Jesus rose from the dead. So that everyone could have eternal life. I feel extremely blessed. Don't you? I wanna thank Hil for that wonderful post, I felt so warm inside when i read it! I WAS TOUCHED(: I don't usually compliment people, but Hilary is an exception. I wanna thank you for being such a wonderful friend, standing by me all through all these times, cheering me up, talking sense into me, being completely sincere about everything you say and do. And yes, those one-of-a-kind laughing moments from Sec 1. Where we would walk to the mrt and talk and talk about everything and anything. And all those chats on the phone! I loved them all. I love you for who you are inside, and everything else too. Thank you for being who you are. If I'd never see hilary again, A Big part of my being would be chopped off completely. And that's the truth! We danced for Easter in church today! I was so jumpity jumpy for the 9am service. Then the person at the pulpit kept reading scriptures, and we were backstage like; URGGHGHGHGHG! Then finally worship started, And we ran out and danced like mad. I relished every moment of it! yarhar! oh great i'm back to my yarhar phase again. 11am, I suddenly kinda blanked out, Then i was like: ?! eh what's the first step! Nerves, i bet. Then i rubbished through the first step A second later, I was like, OH! Then i did the rest properly. yarhar! Joanne and Pamela were great with the harp! It sounded real good. Mime was terrific. I felt like crying after I watched it. And the devil looked, scary. Like really really freaky scary. aaaaccccck! I can't wait for the June holidays. New Zealand, Church camp, Going out with HILL((: __________________________________________ 21 March 2008
{12:36 PM} Something wonderful happened to me last night, and i feel I really need to share it. I truly experienced the awesome love of God. So last night i was playing the piano. Then it suddenly the song we sang in REW yesterday occurred to me. "Worthy is the Lamb" was what i started playing. Then i pondered over the meaning of the lyrics, and suddenly this unexplainable feeling washed over me. And i couldn't help but sing it out. So there i was, singing from my heart, meaning every word i said. Then i felt really peaceful, and loved. I didn't want to stop the feeling, so i sang it over and over again. And just right then, I knew that He was right beside me. Then this indescribable sense of guilt hit me, as I realised how I have behaved over this past month, disobeying Him, disobeying my parents, doing things I knew displeased Jesus. And feeling how much He loved me, I sat on my bed, and started crying. For the first time in this year, I cried truly. It wasn't the typical [feel sad but tears don't come out] I thought about all the decisions I had made these few months, I thought about all that Jesus told me not to do and yet I did, I regretted disobeying Him. I apologised for all my wrongdoings and suddenly, there was this voice in my heart that said, "you are set free." Set free. Set free from my sins, my old ways, my shame, my bondages, my hurts, my old self. This joy took flight in my heart, and i felt so, so happy. Thank you God for your everlasting love, Thank you that Jesus was pierced side hand and foot, So that we may have everlasting life through Him. Thank you for your mercy and grace, that you forgive me every time I stray. Thank you for granting me so many favours, Thank you for taking care of me and my family. Thank you for all these talents that you have given me. And thank you Lord, for being who you are. Free, the word occurred to me again. I thought about it. Free to make the right choices. Set free from everything that's bringing me down. Being free from this burden set on my shoulders. Free to serve God and praise Him to my heart's desire. Free from anything that's a hindrance from Jesus. anything that exudes fear, uncertainty and hurt. I'm free through Jesus. And i'm not intending to let myself be locked up again. Experiences with Jesus don't only happen in church or christian retreats. Jesus is with us, everywhere we go. And this easter, I'm going to dance my best for Him. I love you Jesus. __________________________________________ 20 March 2008
{6:49 PM} AAAAAH The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks is the most emotion-stirring book ever! I wanted to cry at the end, but i don't know why i didn't. I think i cannot cry already, don't know why too. AAAAH IT'S SO SWEET AND SADDDD. I was about to write the summary but i realised that it's really long. Go read the book yourself! It's really good. I want to read all of his other books. EMBARRASSING INCIDENT #1 Today was the national table tennis championships, which were held at our school. So the toilets at the second floor were converted to male toilets. (They just stick a paper with "GENTS" printed on it over the "Ladies" sign.) Me, ruth, alvina, and some other people were happily walking along when we decided to make a trip there. We had just put down our bags on the bench and then i shouted something that was meant to be shouted in a females' toilet. THEN TO MY HORROR i looked at the sign on the door. It said, "Gents" I screamed, grabbed everything and ran out. URGHHH! Later we discovered there were guys in the cubicles. URGHHHHHHHH! What a lot of muddle-headed people we are. That's about the third time. EMBARRASSING (and stupid) INCIDENT #2 When we had finally located our way to the nearest Ladies, we started to change to our p.e shirts from our white blouse and pinnafore. Basically we wear our pe shirt over then take off the white blouse inside. Yes, gross, sick, disgusting, whatever. You see in PL, we are a single-gender school. It isn't much of a hassle or an embarrassment, because again, our school is all girls and no one really bothers when you do these kind of things. Anyway, we were kinda doing the same thing in the toilet WITH THE MAIN DOOR CLOSED! and then this girl walked in and so the door opened. AT THE SAME TIME, this bunch of guys walked past. AAAAHHHHH And we were all like s*** and screaming and running into the depths of the toilet. Conversation Althea heard: "Eh they crazy ah scream for what" "Must be screaming cos i'm so hot mah!" bleh. my foot lah. Haha, whatever. Good friday's tomorrow! The last supper was held tonight, 2000 years ago. Dance tomorrow, loves. __________________________________________ {6:47 PM} tag replies. Althea - Hello dearies! Clara - Yes. I love you too good friend! (: keith/gay/someone: You all so free meh. __________________________________________ 19 March 2008
{6:34 PM} chapel today was funny. It was religious enphasis week, so this guy came to tell us more about Jesus. He told us about his childhood experiences, which were funny. So everyone was laughing. Guess what, Steph, I Su-may and Melodi were laughing the loudest and everyone stared. And it wasn't because of what the guy said. I was observing how everyone laughed. and I realised that when something funny was said, everyone started bobbing their heads front and back. Like you would see an entire row of heads rocking back and forth. At that time, it was so hilarious. So we laughed. The teachers in the first row were complaining about us. And mind you we were in the 11th row. Now it doesn't seem so funny already. My last baby tooth dropped out, lollll. If i had one wish in this world; I wish I could live through last year again. And that'll stay. __________________________________________ 18 March 2008
{7:43 PM} Today, is the 18th of march `08. It is a very historical day for our dear friend Stephanie. She has finally taken a big step towards her final goal of becoming a full-grown woman. Congratulations Stephanie Tan Yu Zhen, May you have wonderful times with your vermillion friend. We wish her all the best in her future endeavours and padtrifying experiences. Thou sincerely apologises for the aggravation of thee's condition, Please put blame on thou's smooth and slippery uniform and the see-saw. However, thou still thinks that your expression when thy butt hit the ground was very amusing. Animal testing should be banned. Animals suffer horrible deaths, just so that we won't get an allergy from using that bottle of deodorant. They get skinned alive, bloody and kicking, so that we get to wear that posh fur coat. Who likes fur coats anyway? They're supposed to look good on animals; not us. The video that we watched in english almost made me cry. __________________________________________ 15 March 2008
{3:31 PM} guess what. i just woke up! oh yes. i just woke up. night cycling was a blast! except my butt aches. and i slept till 3 since 930. i shall elaborate in chronological order. 14/3/08 4.40pm on computer. wonders how to get to east coast park. 4.45pm smses janice. how you going there? replies: meet at lavender at 445. looks at clock. SCREAMS AND JUMPS AROUND IT'S 445 ALREADY! 450 rush rush rush rush rush rush like mad. ! 515 lavender mrt. me - janice: which bus to take? janice: 32 or 33. stop at old airport road. me: oh okay. catches sight of 33. YAYYYYY 531 reaches bus stop and meets janice zhiqi and evonne. esther has accomplished the task. walk walk walk walk, try to figure out how to get there. decide to cab there. the uncle was so nice, he gave us a discounted price! [[: yay the nice uncle. hah. my mum is doubting my sense of directions as we talk about this. tsk! 545 reached Macs at east coast park! so many people were later than us. =_= waited, waited, played with the f language. itfitwasfasveferyfyfunfun. itfirisfisnotfotvulfulgafarifitiesfiesohfohkayfay. it's FUN[: i wonder how zhiqi can do so quickly though. at around 630 everyone ate dinner. played, talked, walked around till 730 730 IT WAS DARRRRK! got our bikes from the renting station. had a short briefing, waited for some people THEN SUDDENLY IT STARTED TO RAIN. we were like, "oh no oh no" then i bet everyone was praying inside their hearts. so was I. then as quickly as the rain came, it went. So wonderful is our God (: around 810, we started off. 810, cycle cycle cycle. me and jasmine had to cycle really fast. cos the rest of the people in our group were; guys. and they cycled fast like mad. ohhoh! Ian got knocked down by a small kid on a bicycle. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WAS HILARIOUS i was laughing at him lah, he's so accident prone. came out of east coast park, cycled on the pavement, past bus stops. and great, i kinda fell off. =_=. cos i was turning this sharp turn at a fast speed. then i braked so suddenly then the entire bicycle just turned to the left. and i was like laughing at myself. i'm so dumb(: 1000 Our first stop - kallang macs. sat around there waiting for the other group to come along. then started off again. cycled at the Marina bay area, past all the traffic. along the roads. crossing them was scary. passed the singapore flyer, cycled lots and lots more, till around 11, when we reached the Esplanade. 1115   reached esplanade! and we just stoned in front there for 45 minutes. i was starting to get really sleepy. :O took photos and other random stuff. talked about the How to be emo video. it's really amusing haha. AND! we continued stoning. 1200 continued cycling this time, rode along the roadside most of the time. and through pavements with lots of bushes in my face. D: and finally! we reached vivocity. AAAAAH. me and jasmine were loners lah, cos all the guys were playing guy games. watched people doing push-ups. LOLLLLL. now i was REALLY sleepy. yeaaaaaaaaarggggggghhhhhhhhhhh! stopped there for another 45 minutes, then started making our way home. cycled and cycled, then stopped at lau pa sat. people there kept smoking. we were being smoked alive. talked to sharon janice zhiqi and evonne. so fun. 130 started to cycle again. this time it was really long. 230 kallang macs! FINALLY, but everyone cycled so fast, we caught up with the first group at Macs. waited for a while, and then 300, headed back to east coast. 340 FINALLY REACHED! [: yessss. we all just sat on the pavement and slept sitting there. the minute i closed my eyes i was sleeping already. woke up around 430, followed zhiqi janice and evonne to mccafe. i ate a BLUEBERRY muffin! yahah! and then we SLEPT in mccafe till, 5 plus? i woke for a while and went to the toilett. and then when i came back i realised i was FREEZING! i was shivering like mad, so i couldn't sleep. 530  went with janice back to "our group area" near the beach to sleep. laid out our groundsheets. AND SLEPT. SLEPT LIKE MAD. the ground was cold! BRRRRR. i could hear the waves from our spot. it was so calming and nice. and the stars were shining through the branches. 630 the sun was rising! and i took a photo of it. we continued stoning till 7. then went to macs, i didn't feel like eating. so watched them eat till 8 like that. 800 uncle cheng kie fetched us to the mrt. took mrt home. haha, janice was sleeping on the mrt and her head banged into mine! which woke me up too. i was sleeping and having dreams. anyway. we got home safe and sound! i love night cycling (: __________________________________________ 13 March 2008
{9:36 PM} i realise that i really blog alot. alot and alot and alot. i was digging in my photos; and i found this one! haha. i remember it was my 3rd birthday. and i was licking the cake :D LOLLL.  This one's when i was less than 1. hah, i look weird.  OKAY ENOUGH ENOUGH! i'm gonna turn into a blogging maniac soon. NIGHT CYCLING TOMORROW! wow, ian's really matured a lot. really. haha. IT'S TRUE OKAY. __________________________________________ {6:11 PM} i don't understand why people cut themselves up then go all "oh my hand hurts" on their blog. firstly, if you were truly "EMO" as you call it, 'the pain would be nothing compared to that in your heart', as every EMO person says it. secondly, cutting yourself is plain stupid. wallowing in your own sorrows is even stupider. okay, so it's fine to get emotional when something bad happens. but to make things worse by "trying to numb the pain" is really overboard. thirdly, don't you find rubbing a blade against your flesh really dumb? fourthly, don't go all "oh i'm not vying for attention, i'm just really hurt" it doesn't work that way. if you really weren't vying for attention you wouldn't even be talking about it in the first place. hahh! i'm not going to comment about people who fill their posts with soppy "i love you BABY wo ai si ni le!!" eyerrrrrrrrrr. cannot stand. want to say then say over sms or smth right. i HAD FUN TODAY AT STEPH'S. we were making stupid videos about emo people and piercings. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, it was super entertaining lah. and we laughed and laughed. i can't wait for it to posted. SHABBNA POST QUICKK. __________________________________________ 12 March 2008
{7:12 PM} watched 10,000 bc today! yarhar. steph and i were creating a commotion in the theatre. steph: "eeeeeeeee! ants!" me: "haha whatever!" me: "OMG bahu!" steph: "shush with your bahu! and it's baku!" me: "i don't care! NATHANAEL BARING'S NICE OKAY!" steph: "he's so ugly! yuck!" me: "nooooo!!" people behind: "they're so irritating can they shut up." us: "continue creating commotion." we got drenched like mad on the way to steph's house. my shoes became like fish tanks. and poor bobo got thoroughly soaked. night cycling is an issue laaaaaaa! you tell me how to ask other people, "do you have a cycling helmet?" even STEPH was laughing at me.]: it sounds so retarded. howhowhowhow? dance this sunday! hah, cooliioxx manxxxz. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. whatever. __________________________________________ 11 March 2008
{3:51 PM} for once in my life, esther feels angry. angry, disappointed and angry. my whole day was ruined. and there's nothing that's going to un-ruin it. i don't understand; what is it about smses that people don't want to reply them? what is it about calls that others don't want to answer? what is it about responsiblity that they don't care about? forget it, i'm not going to say anymore. lest i mess up my life again. i'm still angry. what do angry people do? They o2-jam, visit blogs, and watch pink barbie doll flash clips by hilary which make them laugh. __________________________________________ 10 March 2008
{11:39 PM} OMG! OMG! OMG! i saw joakim jude gomez today, AT JUNCTION EIGHT, AAAAAAAAAAHHH(: cos me and steph were walking behind althea and ruth. and SUDDENLY, me and steph caught sight of the word JOAKIM on a jacket. then we were like ? Then we looked at the person. THEN; OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG, IT WAS HIM! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! and only after he was 10 metres behind us then we started screaming. and everyone stared at us. OMG, I CAN'T STAND IT! aaaaaaaah(: esther is star-struck. and to think steph got a photo with him last time. AND HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND HER SHOULDER. jealousjealousjealous. haha, eye-candy is one thing, love is another. anyway, ME STEPH AND ALTHEA WENT TO GO INTERVIEW trishaw puller uncles for our proj. SO CUTE EH THEY ALL (: hah! they're so nice. and redbar closed down. steph was trying to "appreciate" the air around that place. HMHMHM! and it was kinda scary interviewing all those uncles. but it turned out fine anyway. STEPH'S UMBRELLA TURNED INSIDE OUT. and we were laughing and laughing like maaaad. and there was this caucasian tourist, he started laughing at us. we were creating a commotion at bugis junction. D: dylan and bryan are the two most bimbotic guys i have ever known. dylan says: yeah...msg rocks...but your hair suffers dylan says: =( bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: noooooooo ESTHER<3 says: haha yes dylan. ESTHER<3 says: very true. bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: i like my hair more than noodles bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: ESTHER<3 says: oh man. ESTHER<3 says: we have a vainpot here. bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: omg how did noe! bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: ask dylan ESTHER<3 says: forget it, you're corny. bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: lol no seriously dylan says: lol i love my hair too bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: i think looks are important ESTHER<3 says: i see. bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: i rather sacrifice my noodles lol ESTHER<3 says: no wonder the zilians on your blgo. ESTHER<3 says: blog* ESTHER<3 says: tsk. bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: i mean why go for short term pleasure bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: when UR HAIR DROPS OUT! ESTHER<3 says: then are you still eating it bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: lol bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: once in a while mah ESTHER<3 says: still dare to say bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: at most drop out a few strands bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: lol bryan[i]sensei[/i] says: i hope dylan says: lol i drop more dylan says: about 100 a day dylan says: but can grow back 10000 back haha. and dylan said his butt was wet just cos i told him he was on a cloud. ERRRRRRRRR. i feel amused. amused i shall be, let's hope tomorrow works out. __________________________________________ 08 March 2008
{12:00 AM} Jesus my help, I call on Your name I cast my cares on You Jesus my hope, my tower of strength My faith is found in You Bearer of sin, afflicted and tried You paid redemption’s price Bearing my curse, You’ve set me on high Your death has brought me life I see You pierced, wounded for me When I look to the cross, I see. I see grace, sealed by Your sacrifice. I see love reaching for me Precious blood, washes and sanctifies. Healing flows, setting me free I see grace. I love this song, it reminds me of how good Jesus is. __________________________________________ 06 March 2008
{5:18 PM} YAYYYYYYYYYY i love love love hilaryyyyy thank you deary! haha, and i love her letter, it brightened up my entire otherwise rather un-interesting day; (except for my outing to j8 with elvina and steph of course.) THE COMIC'S SO NICE, aaaah, i wish i could draw like that. and OMG, it was hilarious. I was laughing at it during math! especially the way she potrayed Darren dancing. I felt like HAHAHAHAHA-ing. but it was math, so i controlled myself. i've carefully and thoroughly taken note of your 6 IMPORTANT points hilary! [: okayokay. guess what, i'm going to make an attempt to draw chaptire 1 :D YAY An attempt. that hopefully shall succeed. I promise to keep these two pieces of paper like a treasured belonging. aaaaahhhhh, I'm satisfied. 1 more day to the holidays! P.S , I WANNA KNOW WHO WAS IN THAT TOILET AT THE LAST PART! hilary, write chaptire 4 QUICK [:[: __________________________________________ 05 March 2008
{7:25 PM} fencing again today :D and we free-fenced each other. so coolios lah, then your sword is attached to this wirey thing that counts the score. omg the gear stinks lah, smelled of sweat and body odour DDDD: I WON IZZY 3-1 yay! prod,poke,repulse,lunge! we're creating this board game for english, haha. i kinda fell asleep in chapel again today, I'M SORRY I REALLY CAN'T HELP IT. so can't althea. STEPH IS GETTING RADICAL-ER BY THE MONTH D: __________________________________________ 03 March 2008
{9:43 PM} i was looking through my tag history, and i found the "nie "thea" sther part so hilarious. haha. i like history. my history, that is. yet someone shouted F*** on my voicemail, yet another male voice, it's so boliao. let me illustrate the conversation: "eh f*** you lah stupid ah stupid! f*** your mum lah idiot." then, " eh really ah" HAHAHAHAHA i tell you i was laughing at it the entire half of harp the person sounded so ridiculously enraged. omg i can't stand it! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, so dumb so dumb so dumb. i somehow think i know who it is. haha yes. i promise to keep my vow for the week. i almost broke it today lah, sheeeeeesh. 1 day down, another 6 to go. and promise i'll keep my mouth under lock and key next time, or rather my fingers. farewell! :D __________________________________________ 02 March 2008
{4:41 PM} i'm confused, disorientated, unclear-in-the-head, and extremely blur. i think i'm pulling myself both sides. as in, not just pulling, i'm dragging and lugging myself both sides. i'm so tired of all these. i'm just exhausted of all these relation problems. and i wish i had absolutely nothing to do with it. people are so complicating, so hard to comprehend; algebra is simpler than them. oh, if only people were like books. AHHHHH HILARY I'LL MISS YOU 14 days is a long time. in the meantime, i'll just have to figure out these relation-problems by myself, lacking any advice. and till next next wednesday, i'll just have to grow up, make my own decisions, and stop relying on people to solve my problems and hear me out. ohwelllllllllllll. so much for the simple and plain days then. welcome to the new age. __________________________________________ 01 March 2008
{9:09 PM} If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counselling! If you get more than 20, you’reparanoid. If you get 11-20, you are normal. If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless. People who don’t have any are full ofcrap! I Fear… [x] The dark [x] Staying alone forever [x] Being a parent [x] Giving birth [ ] Being myself in front of others [ ] Open spaces [x] closed spaces [x] Heights [x] Black cats [x] Big hairy arses Total so far: 8 [ ] Birds [x] Fish [x ] Spiders [x] Flowers or other plants [x] Being touched [x] Fire [x] Deep water [ ] Lakes [ ] Silk [x] The ocean Total so far: 15 [x] Failure [ ] Success(LOLS(: [x] Thunder/lightning [x] Frogs/toads [ ] My boyfriends/girlfriends dad [ ] My boyfriends/girlfriends mum [x] Mice/Rats [x] Jumping from high places [ ] Snow [ ] Rain Total so far: 20 [ ] Wind [x] Cross hanging bridges [x] Death [ ] Heaven [x] Being robbed [x] Falling [x] Clowns [ ] Large crowds of people [ ] Men [ ] Women Total so far: 25 [x] Having great responsibilities [ ]Doctors, including Dentists [x] Tornadoes [x] Hurricanes [x] Incurable diseases [x] Venomous Snakes [x] Sharks [ ] Friday the 13th [x] Ghosts(confirmed) [x] Poverty Total so far: 34 [ ] Halloween [ ] School [ ] Trains [ ] Odd numbers [ ] Even numbers [x] Being alone [x] Becoming blindYES [x] Becoming deaf [x] Growing up [x] Monsters under my bed Total so far: 39 [x] Creepy noises in the night [x] Bee stings [x ] Not accomplishing my dreams/goals [x] Needles [x] Penis(YES AFTER THAT STUPID INCIDENT) [x] Dinosaurs [ ] The welcome mat(WHAT.) [] High speeds [x] Throwing up [x] Falling in love My Total: 48 I fear 48 out of 70 common fears" __________________________________________ {12:53 PM}  whatever steph said in that sms was NOT TRUE. first of all, i'm not frustrated. secondly, i never sent any smses in the first place. thirdly, i have not been worrying about it the past week. i repeat, I HAVE NOT! fourthly, i wouldn't be desperate to save my life; thank you very much. __________________________________________ |