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21 March 2008
{12:36 PM} Something wonderful happened to me last night, and i feel I really need to share it. I truly experienced the awesome love of God. So last night i was playing the piano. Then it suddenly the song we sang in REW yesterday occurred to me. "Worthy is the Lamb" was what i started playing. Then i pondered over the meaning of the lyrics, and suddenly this unexplainable feeling washed over me. And i couldn't help but sing it out. So there i was, singing from my heart, meaning every word i said. Then i felt really peaceful, and loved. I didn't want to stop the feeling, so i sang it over and over again. And just right then, I knew that He was right beside me. Then this indescribable sense of guilt hit me, as I realised how I have behaved over this past month, disobeying Him, disobeying my parents, doing things I knew displeased Jesus. And feeling how much He loved me, I sat on my bed, and started crying. For the first time in this year, I cried truly. It wasn't the typical [feel sad but tears don't come out] I thought about all the decisions I had made these few months, I thought about all that Jesus told me not to do and yet I did, I regretted disobeying Him. I apologised for all my wrongdoings and suddenly, there was this voice in my heart that said, "you are set free." Set free. Set free from my sins, my old ways, my shame, my bondages, my hurts, my old self. This joy took flight in my heart, and i felt so, so happy. Thank you God for your everlasting love, Thank you that Jesus was pierced side hand and foot, So that we may have everlasting life through Him. Thank you for your mercy and grace, that you forgive me every time I stray. Thank you for granting me so many favours, Thank you for taking care of me and my family. Thank you for all these talents that you have given me. And thank you Lord, for being who you are. Free, the word occurred to me again. I thought about it. Free to make the right choices. Set free from everything that's bringing me down. Being free from this burden set on my shoulders. Free to serve God and praise Him to my heart's desire. Free from anything that's a hindrance from Jesus. anything that exudes fear, uncertainty and hurt. I'm free through Jesus. And i'm not intending to let myself be locked up again. Experiences with Jesus don't only happen in church or christian retreats. Jesus is with us, everywhere we go. And this easter, I'm going to dance my best for Him. I love you Jesus. __________________________________________ |