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13 May 2008
{7:21 PM} i have realised many bad things about myself. #1) I am hyper-sensitive. It's true. I blow up lots of microscopic details and form my own picture, jumping to conclusions. It's horrible, I tell you. #2) I get irritated at any small thing when i'm in a black mood. And that includes people who block the walkway, people who smell weird and people who make a lot of noise. That includes nagging. And. playing the wrong keys on the piano. I get violent when i'm irritated. I whack tables, bang piano keys, slam doors, throw objects around and kick walls. And, I generally make a lot of noise - which in turn makes me even more irritated, a vicious cycle. #3) I absolutely abhor feeling fat. Believe it or not, I feel fat sometimes. And i am not anorexic. Feeling fat gets me irritated too. #4) I'm somewhat of a perfectionist. I won't stop in the middle of my homework to do something else unless i've finished it. And oh yes, I love seeing to-do-lists fully ticked. I can't stand submitting unsatisfactory assignments either. #5) I love procrastinating. By the time I actually sit down to finish my work, it's already late due to the amount of procrastinating I do. Then accompanied by the fact that I won't stop till it's done, I'll do the work till late in the night. That accounts for my lack of sleep. Fortunately enough, the list ends there - or so I think. And very fortunately enough, these traits don't usually surface, and Esther is a happy girl. Yay. 19 MORE DAYS! YAHA! YAHA! YAHA! Our english project rocks my socks off the docks into the locks where they knock. Okay that made absolutely no sense. Off to dinner. Yaha! __________________________________________ |