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29 May 2008
{8:09 PM}

It dawned upon me,
How I miss you all so much.
I miss all the times we had together.
And I miss that relationship we once shared.
Once you all dashed out of my life,
It left this un-fillable ditch.
Empty,
Hollow.
I don't want ever to bring up this matter again.
But this one last thing I want to say.
I never meant to do anything against you.
And this was all a complete misunderstanding.
A bond that somehow went overboard with its familarity.
I thought about it many many times,
Did I ever harbour any evil intentions?
and as far as it goes,
my conscience is clear.

I look at the photos and videos of the past.
And I'm amazed,
how things degenerated from the joyful warm friendship we once had,
to this cold, numb throb.

I can never expect the same from us again.
Because matters have gone too far,
to even patch up.
And no matter what we do,
we are all still scarred.
All I can do now,
is just pray for the best.
Nothing I say is going to help now.











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