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20 September 2008
Breaking Out.
{12:22 AM}  There was the seemingly innocent piece of yellowed paper. I picked it up and read it, And it still hurt. This sharp subtle stab, Once again on the wound that'd never healed fully. Layers of extra skin that had formed over the open flesh. Determined to protect itself from any other future hurts. A permanent scar, flagrant in all aspects. What keeps me hanging on? It seems like everything is alright already. But no one can truly, completely deny the existence of that once abysmal chasm, One that had us all falling into its depths of cold. Re-discovered warmth? Perhaps, Still packaged together with the bits of frost. And then I remembered why everything happened in the first place. The Purpose. The Ultimate Goal. The catalyst for my maturation. (Lit's already getting to me) I thought of Jesus; And, yet You chose to be on the side of me. I remembered when nobody cared, But You. Cold, dreary nights with my favourite music makes me like this. __________________________________________ |