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30 April 2009
Jesus.
{11:13 PM}

Oh, the power of Jesus' name.
And yet He revealed himself to me again,
How could I have ever doubted Him?

I just felt the urgent need to share something.

I was just doing my QT tonight and thinking of all the catastrophes happening in the world today. Wars, terrorists, conflicts, epidemics, nuclear threats. What more could happen. These really are the end times. The truth is, I am scared. I'm terrified of what's to come.

And then as I was about to open up the daily QT book, I just silently asked for God to speak to me, just anything to reassure me He is still around. It was just a desperate cry, a plea for help, for reassurance.

And He spoke.
It was a direct hit to the heart.

Daily Bread April 30 2009 Thursday
Bible verse:
Matthew 28:20
I am with you always, even to the end of the age.

It couldn't get more precise than that.
Thinking back, I've been so foolish, so insensible, childish.
All I ever cared about were materialistic items.
I'd never paused to consider what I should really be caring about.

How can there not be a Jesus?

1) Who created the heavens, the universe, the earth? How is it that the earth hangs in mid-space, that flowers bloom by themselves, that the sun rises every morning?

2) My abilities never came from myself. It was Jesus who gifted me with them.

3)Why does the Word speak directly to me when I need it? And it's been countless times.

4) Who created all my miracles all these years? My 262 never came from me either.

5) Why do I break down during an encounter with God?

6) Surely, no one could have written the Bible by himself.

7) Why is it that I feel Jesus, inexplicably, beside me?


Oh God, you never fail me. You never do.
It's time to return to the heart of worship.
It's all about you, Jesus.


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